Sadness
So I'm here talking to Pan. She finally told Keith that she loves him...and he loves her too. She got into another car accident...she wasn't driving this time. She felt that one of these days she will actually die in an accident so she might as well tell him she loves him, which she does. It rips my heart out to not have the same thing. I thought I could have had that with someone, but it turns out it won't happen. My hands are cold, my heart hurts, my eyes cry and my mouth forces a smile. I'm HAPPY for her, but I'm a jealous piece of shit. I just seem to have to be bitter about that kind of thing. I think I'm headed to the shower to hide the tears from myself.
Later
Par
Later
Par