Apr 28, 2005 20:47
Just lonely. Not sure why, but just lonely. Maybe because I know it won't ever happen. It just won't. We're two completely different people, but we're alike. I wish I understood my life. It's not like I have a broken heart, just a broken spirit, I guess. I just don't like being lonely. I walk alone. I eat alone. I watch TV alone every fucking night. I pull all-nighters alone. I do homework alone. I do everything alone and I don't want to be alone. I hate seeing the skanks in the little itty bitty shorts and shirts and perfect bodies. And the 30 million pages of bitches in bathing suits and skimpy clothes in magazines. Yeah that makes the girls in America feel just fucking peachy....
And to make things worse..I know that no one reads these...should I even bother writing in it anymore? Probably not.