ty showtime for the serious tasha/alice action

[parkways]

if i actually sit down and think about my life i really do have everything a person could ever ask for. a half decent family and to die for friends. lately i've forgotten all of that and gotten myself wrapped up in something i can't unravel. clearly it doesn't matter how badly i want to unravel it, the knot is just too tight. in all reality i just want my life back. i want to go back to being the loud mouthed bitch i was. i didn't care about anything. i miss those days. as much as i love bending and folding to people if i'm going to bend and fold i want to do it for someone who actually generally appreciates it. i don't like being bitter. i don't like being made to feel like crap. i hate when i know i can't stay anything about how i feel because i know all my friends are thinking is, "just get rid of the bitch." i just can't stand anything right now and instead of having a break down i'm bringing myself back.

i'm sorry i'm not the person you wanted me to be
i'm not the person i wanted to be either