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after all this chemical engineering bs, i've decided that i'm gona look into teaching careers. why? because chemical engineering is boring, because i learned nothing, because teaching seems like a chill job with lots of vacation time. so after a whole day of online researching, i've figured out that in order to become a teacher, i'm gona take like... 3 classes at SMC for pre reqs, then apply for a teaching credential program or education masters... at something shitty like cal state or something.
so in the meantime, i'll look into chemE jobs, environmental consulting, and just apply anywhere that'll take me. this bartending bs really does get tiring and stressful, mostly when business is slow, cus then u have to talk to people a lot more (boring creepers) and things just feel awkward standing around. and im just not a good bartender, i dont have regulars cus i think they're all annoying, sigh... it is difficult being me... aka a failure at life. maybe once i get a job it won't seem so bad, but the job market is just so shitty right now, i dono how it's going to work out.
so in the meantime, i'll look into chemE jobs, environmental consulting, and just apply anywhere that'll take me. this bartending bs really does get tiring and stressful, mostly when business is slow, cus then u have to talk to people a lot more (boring creepers) and things just feel awkward standing around. and im just not a good bartender, i dont have regulars cus i think they're all annoying, sigh... it is difficult being me... aka a failure at life. maybe once i get a job it won't seem so bad, but the job market is just so shitty right now, i dono how it's going to work out.