and when you thought you were the only on or you were special..think again cause you were wrong

[parkerk]

To feel privlaged and to feel loved
to have been the only person someone shared intamacy with
is gone
to a boy who she knew would hurt her in the end
I was always there
I always cared
I guess nice guys do finish last

The days have been long
I dont think I have gotten much sleep. So much going on that I cant even think straight. I dont know. I need to make some major phone calls to those I have lost touch with. Im not ditching you and I dont hate you ive just had alot on my mind.

yea thats life for ya