don't forget the alcohol
listening to Afghan Whigs Rebirth of Cool over and over and over and over at first is very arousing but by the 12th play which you really have no idea when you reach there if you have it on a loop you want to cut someone but in the sexy fun way.... oh i miss sexy fun...... of course after 20 minutes of not listening to it I have to hear it again, it's like crack or something. I'm feeling dark today not down or unhappy or angry, I don't know.
This week has been a rough one, I have been high maintenence and feel like I have burdened my friends. I've been glad it is Ashe's non stop week full of parties (aka reasons for me to not be home) and thanks to him and tiffany for letting me crash out over there when the idea of coming home was more than I could take. Also there has been a lot of rumors and speculations about me, I find this very very odd, I'm a boring person and if you are paying attention to my life and then thinking it is interesting enough to gossip about I pity you and of those of you who love me enough to share my boring life with me thank you.
I'm going to stay living here one more month, I am not getting back together with brandon I'm not giving him a second chance I am not changing my mind, I just can't afford to move yet. of course if I can find a rich benefactor I'm gone.
Brandon wants me to go ice skating with him the kids and his friend from work. :( I HATE iceskating, I hate hate hate ice skating. I hate watching iceskating i hate being cold I'm not the biggest fan of hanging out with Brandon these days and I don't want to hang out with brandon's work friends.
I think I have rambled on long enough now... back to... if i stepped it off walked outside your trance crawled inside your mind and got my hands into your pants wouldn't that beat all wouldn't that be great and all the things you do to me we could exaggerate now everybody knows or everybody wants to know the hows, the whens, the whys of how i said goodbye don't forget the alcohol ooh baby ooh baby don't forget the alcohol ooh baby ooh baby don't forget the alcohol if i stepped it off walked outside your trance crawled inside your mind and got my hand into your pants don't forget the alcohol ooh baby ooh baby don't forget the alcohol