[fic] million-dollar smile
Title: million-dollar smile
Author: parkchoongjae
Pairing: GRI (Jiyong/Seungri)
Rating: PG13
Words: 891
Summary: Jiyong has this particular smile only for Seungri. and Seungri doesn't know a lot of things.
AN: I suck at summary guys. It's short so just read on. It's kinda messy and the style is new to me. I don't know. T_T
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A smile can have a million meanings.
But this particular smile of Kwon Jiyong, that smile where his eyes sparkle and turn into slits and the corner of his lips stretch so wide it reaches his ears, this belongs to one person: LEE SEUNG HYUN.
Seungri looks at him from afar (but not really, because they're just in the same stage). They've just won another award. Jiyong's smile is blinding him. It shines, it sparkels, it's like fireworks display on constant replay. And he's not complaining. In fact, he's happy. He's gladly taking everything in because he rarely sees him with this smile. It's SPECIAL. It's EXTRAORDINARY.
There are a lot of things Seungri doesn't know.
Seungri wants to hug Jiyong, he wants to share his happiness - but he can't. Not with the cameras around - not with everybody around.
Fanservice? They've gone past that. Fanservice is now with TOP-hyung.
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Jiyong wakes up to a cold bedside and the sound of clinging pots and pans. He buries his face further into the pillows, inhaling the scent of the panda who was wrapped around his scrawny frame just an hour ago. A few minutes later, he's awaken by the smell of ramyun and a trail of feathery kisses that went from his stomach... to his neck... up to his lips.
They almost forgot to eat their (cold) noodles.
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"You smile a lot these days."
Stretching comfortably in the sofa, Jiyong stirs and puts down the book he is reading. His head, which had been lying on Seungri's lap, moves sideways to look at Seungri. This is a typical scene in a typical rest day for the two of them, Jiyong - Seungri. A very rare rest day - a day without promotions, activities and rehearsals. A day of waking up late, lounging around, cooking ramyun, drinking orange juice - and a lot of hugging and kissing on the side.
Seungri is staring at the night sky - void of twinkling starts and sparkling moon. A knowing smile forms on his lips as he looks back at the person lying on his lap.
Who needs stars in the sky when there's one shining brightly for him even though he doesn't need to?
Seungri always wonders what he did in his lifetime to deserve someone like him. The ever-so-perfect-in-eveyone's-eyes Kwon Jiyong.
"Nobody's perfect," Jiyong always tells him, "People should remember that. I am not, so are you, but together, we're almost perfect. What do you think, Seungri-yah?"
He's told him this so many times he is thisclose to believing it.
Seungri breathes and lives for Jiyong's imperfections.
Seungri thinks Jiyong is the biggest reason why he's still surviving in the company. Though he doesn't let him see it, he knows he's stood up for him a lot of times. Whether it's YG or their hyung staffs, he's his battleshield. The moment he does something wrong, people don't tell YG. They look for Jiyong. It's a proven fact that no matter how hard the others try, Jiyong is the only one who can understand Seungri. And he's the only person Seungri will listen to.
Seungri's simply complicated. Simple, yet complicated.
"I am happy. You make me happy."
Jiyong is now sitting on his lap, almost straddling him.
"Hyung, don't say that. I am sure there are a lot of things that make you happy these days."
Seungri doesn't want to take credit for everything. He never will. He thinks this is temporary. He's scared.
"Like what?"
Jiyong sees everything through his eyes. Seungri has walls so sturdy that only a few people can break in. And Jiyong is proud to say he is one of the few.
"Like the album's success? We're having activities nonstop, and people still love us even after being gone for more than 2 years."
Jiyong wraps his arms and legs around Seungri and pulls him in a tight hug.
"Seungri-yah... why are we having this conversation again?"
Seungri feels Jiyong whispering on his neck and he shivers. He puts his arms and returns the hug and he secretly hopes they could stay like this forever.
"This is real, right? Tell me I am not dreaming, hyung."
Jiyong tries to break free from the hug but Seungri's not letting go. Scared of letting go.
Here they go again.
"Seungri-yah.."
Jiyong plants small kisses from his neck all the way to his face, until Seungri loosens his grip on him and now their faces centimeters away from each other. Jiyong's hand held one side of his face, while the other held his other hand. Tight. Never letting go.
"This is real. As long as there is Lee Seunghyun, there will be Kwon Jiyong. We will always exist, YOU and I."
Seungri looks into Jiyong eyes. It's sparkling and it's full of hope and he wants to drown himself in them. If this isn't LOVE, then he's sure he would never find out what LOVE is. Because he's stuck with whatever this is that they have.
With feelings and emotions involved, Jiyong always knew it was LOVE in the first place.
Seungri doesn't know a lot of things. Jiyong knows that he has a lifetime to make Seungri realize about everything.
But one thing is for sure: Something that didn't have a beginning can never come to an end.
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end.
AN2: oxygenlove , peligr0 , I am almost done with this one when we talked about tabiri and gri fanservice this morning/early afternoon. LOL. I had to shut up because I might talk about on twitter what I am writing about. XD
I wanted to read more GRI so there you go, I wrote something on my own. #lifeofagristan
<3
Author: parkchoongjae
Pairing: GRI (Jiyong/Seungri)
Rating: PG13
Words: 891
Summary: Jiyong has this particular smile only for Seungri. and Seungri doesn't know a lot of things.
AN: I suck at summary guys. It's short so just read on. It's kinda messy and the style is new to me. I don't know. T_T
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A smile can have a million meanings.
But this particular smile of Kwon Jiyong, that smile where his eyes sparkle and turn into slits and the corner of his lips stretch so wide it reaches his ears, this belongs to one person: LEE SEUNG HYUN.
Seungri looks at him from afar (but not really, because they're just in the same stage). They've just won another award. Jiyong's smile is blinding him. It shines, it sparkels, it's like fireworks display on constant replay. And he's not complaining. In fact, he's happy. He's gladly taking everything in because he rarely sees him with this smile. It's SPECIAL. It's EXTRAORDINARY.
There are a lot of things Seungri doesn't know.
Seungri wants to hug Jiyong, he wants to share his happiness - but he can't. Not with the cameras around - not with everybody around.
Fanservice? They've gone past that. Fanservice is now with TOP-hyung.
-
Jiyong wakes up to a cold bedside and the sound of clinging pots and pans. He buries his face further into the pillows, inhaling the scent of the panda who was wrapped around his scrawny frame just an hour ago. A few minutes later, he's awaken by the smell of ramyun and a trail of feathery kisses that went from his stomach... to his neck... up to his lips.
They almost forgot to eat their (cold) noodles.
-
"You smile a lot these days."
Stretching comfortably in the sofa, Jiyong stirs and puts down the book he is reading. His head, which had been lying on Seungri's lap, moves sideways to look at Seungri. This is a typical scene in a typical rest day for the two of them, Jiyong - Seungri. A very rare rest day - a day without promotions, activities and rehearsals. A day of waking up late, lounging around, cooking ramyun, drinking orange juice - and a lot of hugging and kissing on the side.
Seungri is staring at the night sky - void of twinkling starts and sparkling moon. A knowing smile forms on his lips as he looks back at the person lying on his lap.
Who needs stars in the sky when there's one shining brightly for him even though he doesn't need to?
Seungri always wonders what he did in his lifetime to deserve someone like him. The ever-so-perfect-in-eveyone's-eyes Kwon Jiyong.
"Nobody's perfect," Jiyong always tells him, "People should remember that. I am not, so are you, but together, we're almost perfect. What do you think, Seungri-yah?"
He's told him this so many times he is thisclose to believing it.
Seungri breathes and lives for Jiyong's imperfections.
Seungri thinks Jiyong is the biggest reason why he's still surviving in the company. Though he doesn't let him see it, he knows he's stood up for him a lot of times. Whether it's YG or their hyung staffs, he's his battleshield. The moment he does something wrong, people don't tell YG. They look for Jiyong. It's a proven fact that no matter how hard the others try, Jiyong is the only one who can understand Seungri. And he's the only person Seungri will listen to.
Seungri's simply complicated. Simple, yet complicated.
"I am happy. You make me happy."
Jiyong is now sitting on his lap, almost straddling him.
"Hyung, don't say that. I am sure there are a lot of things that make you happy these days."
Seungri doesn't want to take credit for everything. He never will. He thinks this is temporary. He's scared.
"Like what?"
Jiyong sees everything through his eyes. Seungri has walls so sturdy that only a few people can break in. And Jiyong is proud to say he is one of the few.
"Like the album's success? We're having activities nonstop, and people still love us even after being gone for more than 2 years."
Jiyong wraps his arms and legs around Seungri and pulls him in a tight hug.
"Seungri-yah... why are we having this conversation again?"
Seungri feels Jiyong whispering on his neck and he shivers. He puts his arms and returns the hug and he secretly hopes they could stay like this forever.
"This is real, right? Tell me I am not dreaming, hyung."
Jiyong tries to break free from the hug but Seungri's not letting go. Scared of letting go.
Here they go again.
"Seungri-yah.."
Jiyong plants small kisses from his neck all the way to his face, until Seungri loosens his grip on him and now their faces centimeters away from each other. Jiyong's hand held one side of his face, while the other held his other hand. Tight. Never letting go.
"This is real. As long as there is Lee Seunghyun, there will be Kwon Jiyong. We will always exist, YOU and I."
Seungri looks into Jiyong eyes. It's sparkling and it's full of hope and he wants to drown himself in them. If this isn't LOVE, then he's sure he would never find out what LOVE is. Because he's stuck with whatever this is that they have.
With feelings and emotions involved, Jiyong always knew it was LOVE in the first place.
Seungri doesn't know a lot of things. Jiyong knows that he has a lifetime to make Seungri realize about everything.
But one thing is for sure: Something that didn't have a beginning can never come to an end.
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end.
AN2: oxygenlove , peligr0 , I am almost done with this one when we talked about tabiri and gri fanservice this morning/early afternoon. LOL. I had to shut up because I might talk about on twitter what I am writing about. XD
I wanted to read more GRI so there you go, I wrote something on my own. #lifeofagristan
<3