Happy birthday baby.
I'm sorry if my "later" meant 6 days after. I wanted to write you a long long letter but seriously, I don't know what to tell you. I'm sorry for ignoring you the past 2 years. It's my way of trying to not miss you and not count the days till you come back. You don't know how much I miss your playful side, your dorkiness, your awesomeness on photoshoots... i just miss YOU. My heart skipped when I saw a picture of you in someone's wedding. You were not the focus of the picture, but somehow, everything was blurred and my eyes just focused on you. You look so good. I am happy that military duties are doing you good. I was in Seoul for 12 days and I didn't even see a glimpse of you and it's sad really. Some fans were able to hear your laughter, see you in your uniform, but I didn't. Oh well. There's always a next time, right? I can't wait to for your comeback in October. For some reason, I got this from a fortune cookie I had last week:
"You are about to meet someone that loves you in a way you deserved to be loved."
And I instantly thought of you. People may think that I'm crazy but hell, I can always wait until that person comes right?
I miss you and I love you.
Your forever sunshine girl,
Meg