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I had 2 appointments today, and i missed them both. I got up to go, but couldn't bring myself to do it. I didnt see my advisor, and I didnt meet with the field constructor. I know that probably means I'm in deep shit, but I just couldnt bring myself to do it. I just sat at home and cried. I rescheduled with my advisor for monday at 10, and now I'm waiting for the centex people to call me back so I can reschedule with them. I know I have no excuse, but I just couldnt do it. Life got the best of me. I felt overwhelmed, and for once in my life I couldn't handle it. I couldn't even bring myself to call my mom back until 3. I just sat at home and watched Rain Man because it was the only thing on tv. Kinda pathetic huh.