Its sad to say this
For the 95% who read my journal regularly this entry won't make a difference to you, but for the other 5% who know whats going on with the situation might care to read this.
Recently I got into a tiff with my dad's side of the family. Amongst all the confusion my dad is having a kid in a couple of months. My mom recently talked to his sister and tonight made and declared that "nobody is going to D.C.". I confronted my mom and asked her why she said that and she just came up with one bullshit excuse after another, and she was like "didnt you say yourself that you didnt want to go to dc". Regardless I think my aunt might have said something to her, possessing her to tell us not to go to dc. Then she came up with the excuse that Babak gets distracted when he goes to dc so she doesnt want him to go. Thats fine. I just feel like my family might not want me around. Especially with my dad having a kid, i don't want to ask him for companion tickets for my friends when i know he has other responsibilities. Regardless of whether my mom would have said that or not, I probably wouldnt have gone to dc, seeing as how I dont think I belong there anymore. I also dont think my cousin would even care or notice. She is to busy worrying about other things. As for the others in Virginia, I guess they'll just have to be pushed back into other plans, other situations.