lets just face it this will be deep
*this past few months i have come to realize a lot of impacting things. And what is really important to me. like christmas isnt about what you got or food but realizing what someone you havent even meet face to face did for you. i mean i didnt get a lot of things this year but the thing i realized and i will have forever was that i have this amazing family that loves me so much and a savor who died for me so i could become all i ever wanted to be. And now as a gift i get to spend the rest of my life telling everyone how amazing my Jesus is.
*today i turned 21. it is a big age i mean i am a real adult. like 18 your an adult but now i really am. and it is kinda scary. cause i dont know how to be ready for that.some of you maybe thinking how stupid is this entry but you who are thinking that dont have to read this. i may not feel like i am ready to be at the place that i am but i know that God is in control of it and i dont have to worry about if i am there yet or not.
*and if i never put my heart on the line then i wont be able to truly love someone someday.
*i am lucky to have the friends that i do an i need them more then they know.
*today i realized that there is someone out there that God created just for me and is everything i ever wanted. and i am everything someone wants. weird thought. but really i am someone's dream girl.haha
*i need to follow my heart and my dreams cause God put those things in my heart and gave me that passions for them.
*being where i am right now, at a school of ministry, has really called on me to be alone with God and find out what my passions are. I have gained so much from being put in a town where there is nothing to really do except to just spend time with God and find out who he is and gain this amazing relationship with him. i mean He has shown me things i never would have thought of.
*i am so lucky to have my family.
*find time to be with God and together find out who you are and what you are passionate about and do everything you can to achieve those things and along the way let that special someone will come along. when your doing God's will he will bless you. and give you the desires of your heart.
the end
*today i turned 21. it is a big age i mean i am a real adult. like 18 your an adult but now i really am. and it is kinda scary. cause i dont know how to be ready for that.some of you maybe thinking how stupid is this entry but you who are thinking that dont have to read this. i may not feel like i am ready to be at the place that i am but i know that God is in control of it and i dont have to worry about if i am there yet or not.
*and if i never put my heart on the line then i wont be able to truly love someone someday.
*i am lucky to have the friends that i do an i need them more then they know.
*today i realized that there is someone out there that God created just for me and is everything i ever wanted. and i am everything someone wants. weird thought. but really i am someone's dream girl.haha
*i need to follow my heart and my dreams cause God put those things in my heart and gave me that passions for them.
*being where i am right now, at a school of ministry, has really called on me to be alone with God and find out what my passions are. I have gained so much from being put in a town where there is nothing to really do except to just spend time with God and find out who he is and gain this amazing relationship with him. i mean He has shown me things i never would have thought of.
*i am so lucky to have my family.
*find time to be with God and together find out who you are and what you are passionate about and do everything you can to achieve those things and along the way let that special someone will come along. when your doing God's will he will bless you. and give you the desires of your heart.
the end