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I have not updated in a long time. I guess I just haven't had anything ground breaking to share. How about this, I smoked weed for the 1st time on Thursday at McGee's house. That was a kick ass party, I also came very close to getting busted by my dad, I said I was spending the night at someone's house and he forgot and drove by the house at 4am on his way to work but thank God that passed by.
As summer closes, I find myself a completely different person. I am still the same but I take more risks, I am not desperate for a boyfriend or anything and I just want to live. School starts in a couple weeks and I don't know what's going to happen.
For the rest of the summer I am going to be bound to XC and babysitting but I'm free nights and weekends, kind of like a cell phone plan. Ultimately I want to lose 10 pounds before school starts. I just feel so pressured, my mom is 113 and I am 135 (although I may say I like how I have boobs now, like real ample breasts) she wont admit she is anorexic and it's hurting me. Whenever I try to tell her she takes it as a compliment and ignores it, she is bony and frail and I am worried about her, I don't know what to do.
As summer closes, I find myself a completely different person. I am still the same but I take more risks, I am not desperate for a boyfriend or anything and I just want to live. School starts in a couple weeks and I don't know what's going to happen.
For the rest of the summer I am going to be bound to XC and babysitting but I'm free nights and weekends, kind of like a cell phone plan. Ultimately I want to lose 10 pounds before school starts. I just feel so pressured, my mom is 113 and I am 135 (although I may say I like how I have boobs now, like real ample breasts) she wont admit she is anorexic and it's hurting me. Whenever I try to tell her she takes it as a compliment and ignores it, she is bony and frail and I am worried about her, I don't know what to do.