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Dennon and Sayhber used to say that the faces change, but the people don't. We are all clones of someone else, etc. As I grow and learn and fuck up and try and fuck up :) I wonder what kind of person I am. Sometimes I see people and I wonder if I am like them. I want to be the best person I can be---not perfect, I just want to be happy and make people around me happy. I hope I am not fake. I really try not to be. Honesty. BE HONEST.
I watch people change and please only those who they see as ultimately important. I've done that. I am so sorry---I know I have hurt people because of it.
I really messed up in crew. The only way I can think to deal with it is to let it go and work harder. I have been working at the wrong thing lately. This was a good wake up call. I hope I don't do it again. I will not do it again.
I have to disappear into the great abbiss of homework. I keep saying I am but this is the last stretch to get it done. I am outta here homeslice.
Homework in all its glory. It makes you smarter and feels oh so good when you finish it. :)
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Night
I watch people change and please only those who they see as ultimately important. I've done that. I am so sorry---I know I have hurt people because of it.
I really messed up in crew. The only way I can think to deal with it is to let it go and work harder. I have been working at the wrong thing lately. This was a good wake up call. I hope I don't do it again. I will not do it again.
I have to disappear into the great abbiss of homework. I keep saying I am but this is the last stretch to get it done. I am outta here homeslice.
Homework in all its glory. It makes you smarter and feels oh so good when you finish it. :)
<3
Night