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i am in the bathroom crying because my mother just accused me of spilling breadcrumbs on the floor. i dont know what is happening to me but i wish it would go away. life has been quite horrible and empty lately and its getting more difficult to remember im worth anything at all. i used to complain when people go into hysterics and expect others to care but here i am doing exactly that after all. it feels like a great miserable joke has been played on me.