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well i have good news, good news, and bad news. and news i don't exactly know how to feel about.
it's weird.
Starting off, caprice and I broke up. Well, specifically, I broke it off, being honest about not being in love anymore. the good news part of it is that we've managed to maintain a solid friendship and she can even deal with the idea of me messing around with other people.. even boys. so there's that, which is a relief.
also, my mom and her boyfriend are going to england for two weeks in the spring. and i am invited. weird. i mean, how can i say no? but it's something that i never thought about... an opportunity that has a lot of other issues attached to it. we'll see what happens. *shrugs* i have always wanted to see it, though... the place where i come from. Apparently we'd see some of Scotland, too, which makes sense seeing as how my mom is so proud of being a McKinley.
the bad news is im still kicked out of my house, as of this spring. which sucks. i mean, im kicked out but they want to take me to england.
wtf.
oh well.
i guess guilting her is working. she's willing to shell out money for buspasses and haircuts and all sorts of things ever since i asked what it was that i did to make my parents not like me.
im still clinging to my last few major insults to throw at her. but for now, we're friends. i guess that's good. having a relationship with my mom is nice... even if she is a flaming idiot. but she's the only mom i get, and so i guess i have to deal. i accidentally let slip that my dad has $10 000 hidden away in his shop, and she started calling him names and stomping her foot. i didn't know how to feel about it..
my sleeping pattern has become so erratic. im feeling nocturnal. i need to work but i fear leaving the house.
everything seems to carry on carrying on.
it's weird.
Starting off, caprice and I broke up. Well, specifically, I broke it off, being honest about not being in love anymore. the good news part of it is that we've managed to maintain a solid friendship and she can even deal with the idea of me messing around with other people.. even boys. so there's that, which is a relief.
also, my mom and her boyfriend are going to england for two weeks in the spring. and i am invited. weird. i mean, how can i say no? but it's something that i never thought about... an opportunity that has a lot of other issues attached to it. we'll see what happens. *shrugs* i have always wanted to see it, though... the place where i come from. Apparently we'd see some of Scotland, too, which makes sense seeing as how my mom is so proud of being a McKinley.
the bad news is im still kicked out of my house, as of this spring. which sucks. i mean, im kicked out but they want to take me to england.
wtf.
oh well.
i guess guilting her is working. she's willing to shell out money for buspasses and haircuts and all sorts of things ever since i asked what it was that i did to make my parents not like me.
im still clinging to my last few major insults to throw at her. but for now, we're friends. i guess that's good. having a relationship with my mom is nice... even if she is a flaming idiot. but she's the only mom i get, and so i guess i have to deal. i accidentally let slip that my dad has $10 000 hidden away in his shop, and she started calling him names and stomping her foot. i didn't know how to feel about it..
my sleeping pattern has become so erratic. im feeling nocturnal. i need to work but i fear leaving the house.
everything seems to carry on carrying on.