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So its monday. This weekend was a weekend. Im looking forward to spring break soo much. I just need a break from all of this and I miss my family so much. Although my mom is adding more stress than needed right now, Im sure all will be well once Im there.
My speakers on my laptop are sucky and making crinkle noises. today I skipped costuming and now Im skipping IAH because that class is long and I have a lot to do to prepare for tomorrows classes.
come and see my sing this thursday night. there is a little musical theatre workshop deal in the arena thrusday at 730pm for $3. It is for a good cause. It should be entertaining none the less.
I understand that everything Im dealt will help me deal with things in the future and I wouldnt be faced with all these problems if I couldnt handle them I just need to remember this and I need to have some sort of shining light. Because I have been not only going through a bunch of crap lately but I just keep seeing my friends going through crap and it seems like nothing is getting better. I think it will do me a lot of good to be home with my sister and brothers and family.
I went to see the mikado saturday night which was soo good. Im so glad I got to see elise before she goes to New York for spring break. I also have been spending a lot of time with sharriese and alex lately and that is soo awesome. I miss those two soo much. I saw jenae and mike and matt and ben at the show also and it was splendid. They make me look forward to spring break even more.
I need GREECE to be tomorrow because I feel like its the only thing keeping me sane. Even though I will be forever in debt it just needs to happen like tomorrow. Its so awful to feel like this when I keep seeing people feeling happy and knowing I should be happy for them makes me feel even worse.
Laura told me today...one of the things she is most faithful in is the saying, things you want come unexpectedly. I am trying to believe this. I just want it to be the time when I am not waiting for things. When my unexpectedly happens. Im ready.
Its easier to miss things you never had. so why do I miss this feeling. why do I miss you. why do I miss. why. come on courage teach me to be shy. its not hard to grow. you know that you just dont know.
when i was talking to my dad I told him I believe in three things. that what was meant to happen, happens. people arent dealt things they cant deal with. and that those who mind dont matter, because those who matter dont mind. He said I pretty much had it all covered.
stones taught me to fly. love it taught me to lie. life it taught me to die. so its not hard to fall. when you float like a cannonball. its hard to be so down when you know there is so much out there. when you have so much. when you care for so much. when all you want is someone to care for you. you shouldnt think what you're feeling.
im getting old and I need something to rely on. so tell me when you're gonna let me in. im getting tired and i need somewhere to begin.
friday?
My speakers on my laptop are sucky and making crinkle noises. today I skipped costuming and now Im skipping IAH because that class is long and I have a lot to do to prepare for tomorrows classes.
come and see my sing this thursday night. there is a little musical theatre workshop deal in the arena thrusday at 730pm for $3. It is for a good cause. It should be entertaining none the less.
I understand that everything Im dealt will help me deal with things in the future and I wouldnt be faced with all these problems if I couldnt handle them I just need to remember this and I need to have some sort of shining light. Because I have been not only going through a bunch of crap lately but I just keep seeing my friends going through crap and it seems like nothing is getting better. I think it will do me a lot of good to be home with my sister and brothers and family.
I went to see the mikado saturday night which was soo good. Im so glad I got to see elise before she goes to New York for spring break. I also have been spending a lot of time with sharriese and alex lately and that is soo awesome. I miss those two soo much. I saw jenae and mike and matt and ben at the show also and it was splendid. They make me look forward to spring break even more.
I need GREECE to be tomorrow because I feel like its the only thing keeping me sane. Even though I will be forever in debt it just needs to happen like tomorrow. Its so awful to feel like this when I keep seeing people feeling happy and knowing I should be happy for them makes me feel even worse.
Laura told me today...one of the things she is most faithful in is the saying, things you want come unexpectedly. I am trying to believe this. I just want it to be the time when I am not waiting for things. When my unexpectedly happens. Im ready.
Its easier to miss things you never had. so why do I miss this feeling. why do I miss you. why do I miss. why. come on courage teach me to be shy. its not hard to grow. you know that you just dont know.
when i was talking to my dad I told him I believe in three things. that what was meant to happen, happens. people arent dealt things they cant deal with. and that those who mind dont matter, because those who matter dont mind. He said I pretty much had it all covered.
stones taught me to fly. love it taught me to lie. life it taught me to die. so its not hard to fall. when you float like a cannonball. its hard to be so down when you know there is so much out there. when you have so much. when you care for so much. when all you want is someone to care for you. you shouldnt think what you're feeling.
im getting old and I need something to rely on. so tell me when you're gonna let me in. im getting tired and i need somewhere to begin.
friday?