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omg.
weekend was crazy as fuck.
friday, gordon finishes wiring up my subs, but can't completely finish it, something about the remote wires and a clip and my amp not turning on? anyways, don't leave until something like 11:30 at night, so i didn't end up getting in to kansas city till like 3. show up and xaviar's, and he's just... a really weird, creepy feller. so uh, yeah. pass out at like 5 am, and i was thinking my phone'd start to ring at about 8 am, but at 9:15 mom calls first, then dad called at 10:01, and again at 12:something and 1:18 before i finally call him back. hah "yes, i'm safe. no, you don't need to worry about me."
crawl out of "bed" (xaviar was so considerate, and let me have the "good" futon, the one that's probably coated in dirty raver funk, that's been around forever with other people), get ready... etc. wait around a while, and start to read cause i got super fucking bored doing nothing. kayla shows up at like 2 or 3, and we go around with her for a while, basically running around in kansas city a while. she tells us about her recent infatuation with this boy named kyle. then we end up back at her mom's house, smoke up some, etc. i broke her pipe. :( it was the one that took my weed virginity.
then she had some of her buddies/dealers over, and sets some stuff up to get stuff in place for a good evening. then after a while kyle, kayla, xaviar, and i all go back to xaviar's place to drop me and xaviar off, but on the way kyle comes up with a brilliant plan. because i am having such a miserable time with xaviar, and it's so blatantly obvious to everybody i hate it, he asks if someone's got a pen, and i don't catch it at first, but i did, so i gave it to him, and he writes something down on a little scrap of paper. he sits with it in his hand for a minute, kind of like he's thinking, then i look off, it clicks what's going on, and he hands me my pen back.. with a little scrap of paper wrapped around it. on this paper, is his number. i hang on to it for a few minutes, then pull out my phone and act like i'm just texting people, when i'm putting his number in and texting him, telling him after they drop me and xaviar off to not go too terribly far, and i'll get my bag and leave to "go home" for the night, but really catch up with them and hang out with them. he'd made some plans to catch up with some friends and do some x, so he asks if i'd like to join them and try some as well, so i say i'll think about it, but i probably will.
get to xaviar's, while kyle's blatantly obviously asking where the nearest gas station is while we're all still there, so he can get some more smokes, so that i can figure out where it is, so i can follow up. they take off, xaviar and i go inside, i tell him i think i just want to leave for the night, grab my shit, and go. catch up with kyle and kayla, follow them back to kayla's for a little. during this time when it was just kyle and kayla, apparently kyle told her that he really didn't want to do anything with her, just wanted to be on a platonic level with her. basically shot her down. then we go on off to where kyle's buddies are, kyle and myself in my car, kayla in her mom's... for some reason i can't remember right now. kyle tells kayla that she'll love his buddy, rob. that they'd get along wonderfully.
so uh, we get our stuff from rob, while we're still waiting on kayla to show up and join us, and we go ahead and eat our stuff (double-stacked pink naked ladies) at something like 3ish. oh lordy. that was fun. kyle and i are just like chillin on the couch, while kayla and rob seem to be hitting it off damn well. kyle and i start to be all touchy-feely to each other, and after a little (goodness, like 6 or so, the sun was coming up) kyle was going to give me a massage, so steve-o offers us his room, and (as i later found out) told kyle where he keeps the condoms in his room. so uh, massage occurs, and then we just kind of lay around and talk for a while. and stuff doesn't quite happen, only because i have more morals than that, and i don't openly sleep around like that. but we lay around and talk some more, till like 10, when we almost passed out. but instead we kept talking, occasionally running out to talk to others briefly till like 1 or 2, when we have to get up and stuff so we can go do some errands, ie, move kyle's car, meet up with some of his buddies, etc.
run around with kayla and kyle more into the evening, which later becomes spending the whole day with 'em all. just as we were told we had to move kyle's car, we were still in steve-o's room, and things were, well.. being fun. :P so later, when we're bored and sitting at kayla's, kyle sends me a text message that uh, was suggestive. so we run off to do errands, and really instead we stop at his house and stay in the car. and stuff happens. not sex, but stuff.
go home. make it home finally. at 9:40. i had to be at work at 10. at like, 9:30, some serious fucking drama starts to go down. xaviar said he caught kayla and kyle fucking, and then tells me some story about how they fucked just before kyle and i did stuff. and that i'm shallow for ditching him for the cute boy. and that i really was nothing more than a mouth to kyle. meh. kayla and xaviar were both just pissed off because they didn't get what they wanted. kayla wanted kyle, but kyle didn't want her. i can't blame him. and xaviar only wanted to fuck me so he could tell jake he fucked me.
yeah. sort it all out by tuesday afternoon, and instead of kayla throwing me a great birthday party, i'm just going to go up and hang with kyle. maybe go to a lake nearby, camping, something like that.
but uh yeah.
i think i'm totally in love.
or at least something like that.
<3
weekend was crazy as fuck.
friday, gordon finishes wiring up my subs, but can't completely finish it, something about the remote wires and a clip and my amp not turning on? anyways, don't leave until something like 11:30 at night, so i didn't end up getting in to kansas city till like 3. show up and xaviar's, and he's just... a really weird, creepy feller. so uh, yeah. pass out at like 5 am, and i was thinking my phone'd start to ring at about 8 am, but at 9:15 mom calls first, then dad called at 10:01, and again at 12:something and 1:18 before i finally call him back. hah "yes, i'm safe. no, you don't need to worry about me."
crawl out of "bed" (xaviar was so considerate, and let me have the "good" futon, the one that's probably coated in dirty raver funk, that's been around forever with other people), get ready... etc. wait around a while, and start to read cause i got super fucking bored doing nothing. kayla shows up at like 2 or 3, and we go around with her for a while, basically running around in kansas city a while. she tells us about her recent infatuation with this boy named kyle. then we end up back at her mom's house, smoke up some, etc. i broke her pipe. :( it was the one that took my weed virginity.
then she had some of her buddies/dealers over, and sets some stuff up to get stuff in place for a good evening. then after a while kyle, kayla, xaviar, and i all go back to xaviar's place to drop me and xaviar off, but on the way kyle comes up with a brilliant plan. because i am having such a miserable time with xaviar, and it's so blatantly obvious to everybody i hate it, he asks if someone's got a pen, and i don't catch it at first, but i did, so i gave it to him, and he writes something down on a little scrap of paper. he sits with it in his hand for a minute, kind of like he's thinking, then i look off, it clicks what's going on, and he hands me my pen back.. with a little scrap of paper wrapped around it. on this paper, is his number. i hang on to it for a few minutes, then pull out my phone and act like i'm just texting people, when i'm putting his number in and texting him, telling him after they drop me and xaviar off to not go too terribly far, and i'll get my bag and leave to "go home" for the night, but really catch up with them and hang out with them. he'd made some plans to catch up with some friends and do some x, so he asks if i'd like to join them and try some as well, so i say i'll think about it, but i probably will.
get to xaviar's, while kyle's blatantly obviously asking where the nearest gas station is while we're all still there, so he can get some more smokes, so that i can figure out where it is, so i can follow up. they take off, xaviar and i go inside, i tell him i think i just want to leave for the night, grab my shit, and go. catch up with kyle and kayla, follow them back to kayla's for a little. during this time when it was just kyle and kayla, apparently kyle told her that he really didn't want to do anything with her, just wanted to be on a platonic level with her. basically shot her down. then we go on off to where kyle's buddies are, kyle and myself in my car, kayla in her mom's... for some reason i can't remember right now. kyle tells kayla that she'll love his buddy, rob. that they'd get along wonderfully.
so uh, we get our stuff from rob, while we're still waiting on kayla to show up and join us, and we go ahead and eat our stuff (double-stacked pink naked ladies) at something like 3ish. oh lordy. that was fun. kyle and i are just like chillin on the couch, while kayla and rob seem to be hitting it off damn well. kyle and i start to be all touchy-feely to each other, and after a little (goodness, like 6 or so, the sun was coming up) kyle was going to give me a massage, so steve-o offers us his room, and (as i later found out) told kyle where he keeps the condoms in his room. so uh, massage occurs, and then we just kind of lay around and talk for a while. and stuff doesn't quite happen, only because i have more morals than that, and i don't openly sleep around like that. but we lay around and talk some more, till like 10, when we almost passed out. but instead we kept talking, occasionally running out to talk to others briefly till like 1 or 2, when we have to get up and stuff so we can go do some errands, ie, move kyle's car, meet up with some of his buddies, etc.
run around with kayla and kyle more into the evening, which later becomes spending the whole day with 'em all. just as we were told we had to move kyle's car, we were still in steve-o's room, and things were, well.. being fun. :P so later, when we're bored and sitting at kayla's, kyle sends me a text message that uh, was suggestive. so we run off to do errands, and really instead we stop at his house and stay in the car. and stuff happens. not sex, but stuff.
go home. make it home finally. at 9:40. i had to be at work at 10. at like, 9:30, some serious fucking drama starts to go down. xaviar said he caught kayla and kyle fucking, and then tells me some story about how they fucked just before kyle and i did stuff. and that i'm shallow for ditching him for the cute boy. and that i really was nothing more than a mouth to kyle. meh. kayla and xaviar were both just pissed off because they didn't get what they wanted. kayla wanted kyle, but kyle didn't want her. i can't blame him. and xaviar only wanted to fuck me so he could tell jake he fucked me.
yeah. sort it all out by tuesday afternoon, and instead of kayla throwing me a great birthday party, i'm just going to go up and hang with kyle. maybe go to a lake nearby, camping, something like that.
but uh yeah.
i think i'm totally in love.
or at least something like that.
<3