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if i say i dream about pirates then
can i just blow smoke out and
have another drink and go 
arr 
even though it is not me that 
is the pirate, no

seems i lost my smile
on the way i hope you do not mind
i keep forgetting because 
i keep avoiding
your eyes that would see it:

when are we truly okay with 
the things that
we say we are okay with?

tongue twisting, struggling
to prepare sentences but
once again i am interrup-