(no subject)
he's in my dream
saying I am like a vanilla cream muffin
(and that's supposed to be connected with
something and
have a deeper meaning but
it's too vague and dreamlike and
all I can think of is just
muffins)
that he can't look at me
because he doesn't get me in the end
because of all things and everything else
and I feel embarrassed because of that, and other things
and I know there's no end anyway
besides I want him now, not in the end
and really what's there to get
but it's too noisy for him to hear me
too crowded for him to see me
and I watch him wander off
waking up
I think of that
vanilla cream filling.
saying I am like a vanilla cream muffin
(and that's supposed to be connected with
something and
have a deeper meaning but
it's too vague and dreamlike and
all I can think of is just
muffins)
that he can't look at me
because he doesn't get me in the end
because of all things and everything else
and I feel embarrassed because of that, and other things
and I know there's no end anyway
besides I want him now, not in the end
and really what's there to get
but it's too noisy for him to hear me
too crowded for him to see me
and I watch him wander off
waking up
I think of that
vanilla cream filling.