Apr 29, 2009 13:30
In the dream, A has a short-cropped hair, a lot like T's girlfriend, and I think she's so beautiful. My hair is blonde and mullet-like, quite long, and I feel so ...ugly. All I can think of is why he should be interested in me though she's obviously prettier. He doesn't show any interest towards her anyway, and the atmosphere is peaceful, without jealousy. She's telling that she may be too old, 27, to be an Au pair, but that's ok as long as she doesn't tell her real age.
In another dreamy landscape I'm laying in (a big, obviously) bed with O, A and both of my sisters. Just sleeping. I'm thinking that this should feel weird and all, but the others don't seem to mind. I'm not sure how I feel. I think I'm more worried about how O and A feel towards each other.
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In yet another dream, another night, he says he doesn't want to be with me anymore because he's in love with a girl named Ellen. It's been on his mind for a while and now he's glad he said it.I'm stunned and don't know what to say. I want to cry. I feel like something huge has just been cut away inside of me. Then again I see his reasons. There is a girl called Ellen in a movie. She's pretty. Now he's met another Ellen who's just as pretty.
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Why, all of a sudden, these dreams?
feelings,
relationships,
dreams