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ohh.......i long for a girl who will actually care about me and not just make me feel like crap all the time....
its very hard for me to say..but me and karie arent working out..AGAIN...i wonder how many times it will take for me to realize that i shouldnt come ack for more.....
im tired of broken promises and being constantly barked at for the way i act..or the way i look at someone or who i sit with at lunch or who i wave at or who i smile at going down the hall....im sick of it.....
i made her cry today..which made me feel even more like dirt.....
im just hoping that something will change...has anyone noticed how unhappy i am..how extremely depressed i am...or does anybody even notice me at all....sometimes i wonder.....
"me and you are gonna be noticed next year..i promise..cause youre my friend..."
i know this doesnt make any sense right now..but it will one day....
"...i think i love you..so what am i so afraid of.....?"