May 07, 2005 18:34
I feel like spending some time on a post for once. Here goes nothing.
I am detached from those I used to consider my friends. I don't remember when it finally happened, but I know it did. Suprisingly I'm not sad about it. I know friends come and go, and I can accept that. But how could someone you once considered a friend not even associate themself with you anymore.
It just shows that friends come and go, but good friends would never let you go.
On a lighter note, I am no longer single, and unlike my last "relationship" I feel like this one is going to become something. Her name is Nora and she has pretty eyes and perfect lips. She makes me feel so great. You'll hear more about her later.
This job of mine is so perfect, I get paid to hang out with the people I love and do something I enjoy. I am so glad this chance was brought to me. Andres, my boss, and I get along very well. We joke around with each other a lot which helps to ease the tension of a working environment. Heh, tension. Right now I am just the technical assitant, but when the old Technical director leaves and Andres takes over I will become the Set Designer. Ohhhh I cannot fucking wait. Finally, oe more show unril I'm free from work for a month, and then the summer program starts up and I'll be making twice as much.
I'm grounded for another week and a half, but afterwards I can start coming to Enigma again, that is.. if you guys want me to.
Here are some thoughts towards people I know, I won't say any names but if you're smart you'll probably figure it out.
- We're totally cut off from each other, I'm glad.
- Your opinions piss me off, and you have no shortage of them. But I like you more than the others, just so you know.
- I really am starting to hate you. In my opinion you're quite self centered. You've had so many chances to get what you want but you're too weak to take them. Nice going.
- I used to be jealous, I really did. But now I've stopped caring. I honestly don't know if anything is still going on, but I was happy for you for a time. I think next year will bring new things for us.
- I don't dislike you really, you are one of the most interesting people I know. I just hate how you try to associate everything with that one idea. Life is different for everyone, try to understand that.
- I used to look up to you as a role model. But now after being around you more, you're starting to piss me off. You're great at what you do, but life isn't a show. So why are you still wearing that mask?
- You're a very intelligent person, I just wish you had more drive. I'm happy that you found someone, I hope shes more than she is cut out to be.
- Oh my god, what the fuck is wrong with you? I've never said anything about you like that. Youy act as if all of my conversations are based about you. I DON'T CARE THAT MUCH. I liked you once, but it's fucking over. Go back to where you came from because no one wants you here.
- Man, I want to be better friends with you. I have no problems with you whatsoever.
- Who are you? It says you live in Pompano but I don't remember adding you.
I didn't mention everyong on my list, I hope there won't be any confusion.
Well I'm tired now, until next time. Adieu.