Apr 07, 2005 17:33
So I've calculated the time that we have spent together in the whole week. In an average day, I see you about 15 minutes, counting the times I talk to myself at school. In a week, we see each other approximately 45 minutes. Ya know, MAYBE.. (just maybe) you don't have time for me. Apparently, that's the solution that I have came up with. Instead of having fun with you, I find myself reading cosmo girls .. ((GAG!!!!)), taking bubble baths, and listening to love songs. What the hell happened to us?
Prom is in 15 FREAKINGGGG DAYS! That's soo close. I still haven't picked up my dress either.
So one of my friends has a boyfriend now, and I am friendless. Maybe me and David started out being with each other everday, and for those ppl I blew off to hang out with him.. I'm so sorry. I never realized how much it would piss people off. I swear, she has NOOOOO life. Skipping practice, hanging out in barns, doing relationship STUFF! ((SCREAMS!))
I just LOVEEEEE having no friends. :-D! *Sarcasim
My remedy to boredom: a HUGE bubble bath, beloved blarring in my stereo, and food. I can NOT wait until I get my license. 1 month ppl!! I swear I will give ANYBODY a ride.. ANYBODY.
OH YEAH. ANNNNND David and all of his friends are going to a fraeking FANTOMAS concert tomorrow, and I asked him if I could go and he just blew the question off. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That pisses me off so much, like I'm not "good" enough for him to have fun with. Cried about that forever. I will never ever ever ever EVER meet his fucked up standards. I'll just continue to be the NOBODY i was before I met you. ACTUALLY, thinking about it, I had a life before I met you.. But dear, how I love you SOOOOO!
I'm so frusterated. I need a facial, I need a massage, and I need a bubble bath.
Goodbye.