A Letter To Elise
Welcome back, that is, if anyone acutally reads this. I don't really care though. Talking to emptiness is so much better than you anyways.
SO, a few things have happend. Christmas went by. It was great. New Years went by, great I guess too, I was working throughout my whole break, so I wouldn't know what my friends did. I don't mind, I need money. I have paid everything off, including the fine I owed SGI because of my car accident. I'm glad that's done and overwith, I also had to do a traffic and car workshop during the holidays, it was cool and funny to see people in there 30s and 40s there with use "youngens." So then school started up, it was great to be back I guess. It sucks that work is back upon me though because when I was throughout the holidays, it was great but now with school, it just makes everything harder. I can't wait till school is done so that we can get on with our lives and stop having to worry about grades. I guess you still have to worry about wether you will keep your job or not, and if your preforming in a high quailty fashion or not. That's a lot easier. Speaking of grades, I'm about to loose 12% because I never did community service. At the start of the year, I just procrastinated till now, and I was relying on two people to help me out and they both pulled out. So that sucked. I don't mind though, because I personally find it to be a good lesson and at least I'm not cheating or faking my hours. My Math teacher has also dissapeared, which sounds bad but in otherwords, she will not be returning to school this year. So that means it's going to be in english till the end of the semester. That's cool with me though. Enough about school. I'm hoping everything stays the same for the next to years though. I wouldn't mind at all if my routine was the same. Making money and then finishing up school. To think, 1 year from now, I will have like 5 months of high school left. Well, shit happends. I hope I still stay in touch with my closer friends, I honestly think I will. All of my friends from St.Angela and Adam Waldal, I'll probably never loose touch unless they move far away. In 2 years from now, I doubt I'll know half of the kids I met at O'Neill though anymore. Sorry, if I forget you when high school is over but good things have to come to an end and you just have to accept it. You know what's a cool thought though, imagine being able to say " I knew him or her in high school, we did this and that together" and all along you're talking about someone famous or someone who goes on to change the world. I really hope someone I know does it. I don't know if I'll do anything but I'd rather not become cocky or self-indulged, so if you feel like you want to talk about me highly, than go ahead. To finish, I'd like to say, how I miss the old days. Back when no one had commitments (jobs or girlfriends) and we would just go out and do shit, every weekend. I didn't notice at the time, but those days kicked so much ass, and I always hated that cliche p.o.s. line "You never know you had something till it's gone" or however it goes. Fuck off gay cliche writers. I'll fuck you down...TOWN.
P.S.
I don't hate you, I never said that and just because I don't talk with you does not mean:
A. Hate
B. Avoidence
C. Not Interested In Talking To You
D. Not Your Friend Anymore
it just means I had nothing to say. I won't say anything to anyone unless I have something to tell them. So don't say I hate you or tell your friends that. I still want to go out driving and knock over the Petro-Canada's garbage can again. Damn you Petro-Canada, and your garbage can. I think we should steal it from them and then sell it back to them or hold it ransom and send them ransom letters. Oh, how that plan sounds delicious. -ap
SO, a few things have happend. Christmas went by. It was great. New Years went by, great I guess too, I was working throughout my whole break, so I wouldn't know what my friends did. I don't mind, I need money. I have paid everything off, including the fine I owed SGI because of my car accident. I'm glad that's done and overwith, I also had to do a traffic and car workshop during the holidays, it was cool and funny to see people in there 30s and 40s there with use "youngens." So then school started up, it was great to be back I guess. It sucks that work is back upon me though because when I was throughout the holidays, it was great but now with school, it just makes everything harder. I can't wait till school is done so that we can get on with our lives and stop having to worry about grades. I guess you still have to worry about wether you will keep your job or not, and if your preforming in a high quailty fashion or not. That's a lot easier. Speaking of grades, I'm about to loose 12% because I never did community service. At the start of the year, I just procrastinated till now, and I was relying on two people to help me out and they both pulled out. So that sucked. I don't mind though, because I personally find it to be a good lesson and at least I'm not cheating or faking my hours. My Math teacher has also dissapeared, which sounds bad but in otherwords, she will not be returning to school this year. So that means it's going to be in english till the end of the semester. That's cool with me though. Enough about school. I'm hoping everything stays the same for the next to years though. I wouldn't mind at all if my routine was the same. Making money and then finishing up school. To think, 1 year from now, I will have like 5 months of high school left. Well, shit happends. I hope I still stay in touch with my closer friends, I honestly think I will. All of my friends from St.Angela and Adam Waldal, I'll probably never loose touch unless they move far away. In 2 years from now, I doubt I'll know half of the kids I met at O'Neill though anymore. Sorry, if I forget you when high school is over but good things have to come to an end and you just have to accept it. You know what's a cool thought though, imagine being able to say " I knew him or her in high school, we did this and that together" and all along you're talking about someone famous or someone who goes on to change the world. I really hope someone I know does it. I don't know if I'll do anything but I'd rather not become cocky or self-indulged, so if you feel like you want to talk about me highly, than go ahead. To finish, I'd like to say, how I miss the old days. Back when no one had commitments (jobs or girlfriends) and we would just go out and do shit, every weekend. I didn't notice at the time, but those days kicked so much ass, and I always hated that cliche p.o.s. line "You never know you had something till it's gone" or however it goes. Fuck off gay cliche writers. I'll fuck you down...TOWN.
P.S.
I don't hate you, I never said that and just because I don't talk with you does not mean:
A. Hate
B. Avoidence
C. Not Interested In Talking To You
D. Not Your Friend Anymore
it just means I had nothing to say. I won't say anything to anyone unless I have something to tell them. So don't say I hate you or tell your friends that. I still want to go out driving and knock over the Petro-Canada's garbage can again. Damn you Petro-Canada, and your garbage can. I think we should steal it from them and then sell it back to them or hold it ransom and send them ransom letters. Oh, how that plan sounds delicious. -ap