Code Red
I feel disconnected, maybe its whatever im sick with at the moment, maybe its the lack of sleep from waking up to feel my sinus drainning.
Called into work for the first time in 3 years i just dont feel like bending over backwards for a place that doesnt give a shit about me or my life, when my body doesn't feel up to it.
The New KMFDM cd has songs i feel are speaking directly to me.
life is something we live out day to day, an existance of diversity and illussions and complex emotions and feelings. Thousands of things have been said about it but the one thing that has never been said is that it is an easy task.
Some one i work with the other day had some one come into the store that they knew, and when they left i said "they dont live around here do they?" and they answered no, and said they lived in grosse pointe (rich area over here) i said i could tell and they asked how that was possiable.
i said that you can see it in the way some one carries themselves and the way there skin sitns, the person had skin like a child unscarred and no sign of sun damage, and no wear of any form of hard labor.
sometimes i feel like i notice to many details. sometimes im wrong other times im right it doesnt matter.
a few mintues ago i sat outside and had a ciggerette, watched the smoke rise and go, there was some wierd kinda of southern music coming from some ones house (way to old for me to even begin to reconize) its dim out and aparently it has recently rainded. The equation seemed sureal and i found myself calmned by it.
i want to carve jack-o- laterns
i want to roll in the leaves
i want to walk in the night
i want to feel free again
i want to feel like some one knows me......
Called into work for the first time in 3 years i just dont feel like bending over backwards for a place that doesnt give a shit about me or my life, when my body doesn't feel up to it.
The New KMFDM cd has songs i feel are speaking directly to me.
life is something we live out day to day, an existance of diversity and illussions and complex emotions and feelings. Thousands of things have been said about it but the one thing that has never been said is that it is an easy task.
Some one i work with the other day had some one come into the store that they knew, and when they left i said "they dont live around here do they?" and they answered no, and said they lived in grosse pointe (rich area over here) i said i could tell and they asked how that was possiable.
i said that you can see it in the way some one carries themselves and the way there skin sitns, the person had skin like a child unscarred and no sign of sun damage, and no wear of any form of hard labor.
sometimes i feel like i notice to many details. sometimes im wrong other times im right it doesnt matter.
a few mintues ago i sat outside and had a ciggerette, watched the smoke rise and go, there was some wierd kinda of southern music coming from some ones house (way to old for me to even begin to reconize) its dim out and aparently it has recently rainded. The equation seemed sureal and i found myself calmned by it.
i want to carve jack-o- laterns
i want to roll in the leaves
i want to walk in the night
i want to feel free again
i want to feel like some one knows me......