angels and demons

Dec 03, 2005 04:53

i am not usually one for confrontation. but i faced a demon that has been on my back for months. i told the person exactly what they had done and how i felt....and they didnt deny it. they cried, they expected sympathy, they apologized, they blamed it on drugs, they wanted to attempt suicide. but im to believe they wouldnt do it to anyone else...i am the only one special to share that with them. i shouldve said no....it wouldve all stopped, he didnt see my tears and he would never hurt me......i believe him right? things just went too far right? we are still buddies right? i never had nightmares right? i was able to eat without throwing up for days right? i never froze when i saw him in public right?
i faced it with dignity and grace (like my gramma always taught me). i see his tears and here his voice but i dont believe them. because they are in the same breathe that said "you know i would never do that to a woman."

in a small way i win
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