I am sorry for lashing out and saying the same stupid shit that I look down upon others for saying. Anger does not make it right.
I've heard of some stuff that you have said about me in the past and it angers me that you came at me out of nowhere just like Randall, on Christmas no less. Seemingly just to stir up shit. I didn't need you or him to tell me of Kelly's issue. We had already talked about it. YOU were being the SAME rumor mill that you hate. Both you and Randall could have held yourselves higher, and handled this better. That is what saddens me.
I do not subscribe to the rumor mill and you know that as well as I do. I hope that what you say is true about yourself, and I'm glad for you if it is. I apologize for being catty and trite.
I'm going to ask Kelly to lock, or delete that post. It just needs to go away.
But, even though I do not need to say, I do not have a blind eye turned. And how could you even think that? I know more of Kelly's heart than you ever could, and she is in a very bad place right now. With the grace of God, she will pull out of this. Find her strength again. I care for her. She is a friend. I'll fight to the death to support her. I'll never judge her. BUT, I WILL try to guide her, and offer my advice, support, and strength when she needs it. I am not ignoring her needs. I am simply being a true friend. Genuine, and with no false intentions.
I also want you to know that I NEVER, ever talk about you. You are dead to me. I waste not a moments thought on you or your life. I am glad that you might be bettering yourself, but it ends there. Leave me alone. I mean that. No more.
I am not the same person as I was even a year ago.
I am sorry for lashing out and saying the same stupid shit that I look down upon others for saying. Anger does not make it right.
I've heard of some stuff that you have said about me in the past and it angers me that you came at me out of nowhere just like Randall, on Christmas no less. Seemingly just to stir up shit. I didn't need you or him to tell me of Kelly's issue. We had already talked about it. YOU were being the SAME rumor mill that you hate.
Both you and Randall could have held yourselves higher, and handled this better. That is what saddens me.
I do not subscribe to the rumor mill and you know that as well as I do. I hope that what you say is true about yourself, and I'm glad for you if it is. I apologize for being catty and trite.
I'm going to ask Kelly to lock, or delete that post. It just needs to go away.
But, even though I do not need to say, I do not have a blind eye turned. And how could you even think that? I know more of Kelly's heart than you ever could, and she is in a very bad place right now. With the grace of God, she will pull out of this. Find her strength again.
I care for her. She is a friend. I'll fight to the death to support her. I'll never judge her. BUT, I WILL try to guide her, and offer my advice, support, and strength when she needs it. I am not ignoring her needs.
I am simply being a true friend. Genuine, and with no false intentions.
I also want you to know that I NEVER, ever talk about you. You are dead to me. I waste not a moments thought on you or your life. I am glad that you might be bettering yourself, but it ends there.
Leave me alone. I mean that. No more.
I am not the same person as I was even a year ago.
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