Im gonna try this again.
I know I havent updated in a while, I think I will start off with my two cents about Kurt Cobain.
I don't really know what to say. You were the god of an undiserving teenaged population. They only liked you because their beloved Empty TV told them to. They all knew that you were something special, but they couldnt understand. You are or were so beautiful in my eyes. I feel ashamed at myself for being so little, never being able to know what you had to offer untill it was too late. I was thinking about just this last night and I figured my exposure was like a picture in a dark room. I was little, I wasnt ever near being able to understand or even care at that point about your music and you in general. then I started to understand and I got so depressed, but it was a good depression, I was in love with the way it made me feel. It was like listening to magic. I can't explane it. Kurt, you have touched so many people with your short three years in popularity. You truly will never fade away. There will never be anything like you ever agian. I am not sure what accounted for your death, Courtney Love, Empty TV, or the media in general. The truth of things is that your gone and your never coming back...I just realized that I have been crying all throughout writing this entry. you are so powerful. I can never be worthy, nobody ever can. I know its been said and will be said for many many more years but I miss you more then you could ever know. You will never fade away. I hate sounding like every other kid my age and most likely kids older then me moreso. To sound even more cliche I dont think anybody besides Liz can understand the full extent of how I feel. Im a fucking turd but I still love you. You were perfectly imperfect. I wont forget you ever, even when its not your birth or death day. Im always going to remember. Not a fucking day goes by that I don't think of you. Oh yeah and about what you said ten years ago...Fade away, yeah right, like hell.
in your imortal words,
Peace Love EMPATHY
I don't really know what to say. You were the god of an undiserving teenaged population. They only liked you because their beloved Empty TV told them to. They all knew that you were something special, but they couldnt understand. You are or were so beautiful in my eyes. I feel ashamed at myself for being so little, never being able to know what you had to offer untill it was too late. I was thinking about just this last night and I figured my exposure was like a picture in a dark room. I was little, I wasnt ever near being able to understand or even care at that point about your music and you in general. then I started to understand and I got so depressed, but it was a good depression, I was in love with the way it made me feel. It was like listening to magic. I can't explane it. Kurt, you have touched so many people with your short three years in popularity. You truly will never fade away. There will never be anything like you ever agian. I am not sure what accounted for your death, Courtney Love, Empty TV, or the media in general. The truth of things is that your gone and your never coming back...I just realized that I have been crying all throughout writing this entry. you are so powerful. I can never be worthy, nobody ever can. I know its been said and will be said for many many more years but I miss you more then you could ever know. You will never fade away. I hate sounding like every other kid my age and most likely kids older then me moreso. To sound even more cliche I dont think anybody besides Liz can understand the full extent of how I feel. Im a fucking turd but I still love you. You were perfectly imperfect. I wont forget you ever, even when its not your birth or death day. Im always going to remember. Not a fucking day goes by that I don't think of you. Oh yeah and about what you said ten years ago...Fade away, yeah right, like hell.
in your imortal words,
Peace Love EMPATHY