Some Teen Angst For You
So I wrote this a few nights ago when I was bummed out over the fact that the guy I'd fallen for was crazy about one of my girl friends and she liked him back and they were going to date whether I wanted them to or not. It's kind of whiny and beware it was written at around four in the morning after wallowing for a while. It's supposed to be a song but since I'm not a musician or a singer, it should probably just be considered poetry. Really bad poetry.
All the pieces hit the floor
The moment I saw her hand in yours
You looked at her with this smile
I'd never seen you beam that way before
Now things are starting to change
It seems we don't speak anymore
She's the one thing on your mind
And it's driving me crazy
But I wish that you could see
I'm breaking on the inside, honey
I'm wishing on the stars for
Some kind of relief
But nothing ever seems to help me
Somehow I always end up coming
Right back to you
And it tears me to pieces
It's like a knife in the heart
I can't stand the feeling
As you shatter me
I'm trying to move on with things
Pretending it doesn't hurt
When you don't notice me there
I keep telling myself to get over you
But it's not as easy as it seems
I'm breaking on the inside, honey
I'm wishing on the stars for
Some kind of relief
But nothing ever seems to help me
Somehow I always end up coming
Right back to you
And it tears me to pieces
It's like a knife in the heart
I can't stand the feeling
As you shatter me
This isn't how I want things to be
I wish I could just move on with things
I hate how much it hurts me
I'm shattering
And I'm breaking on the inside, honey
I'm wishing on the stars
Every single night I whisper my prayer
For that sweet relief
That seems to escape me
I'm breaking on the inside, honey
I'm wishing on the stars for
Some kind of relief
But nothing ever seems to help me
Somehow I always end up coming
Right back to you
And it tears me to pieces
It's like a knife in the heart
I can't stand the feeling
As you shatter me
You shatter me
All the pieces hit the floor
The moment I saw her hand in yours
You looked at her with this smile
I'd never seen you beam that way before
Now things are starting to change
It seems we don't speak anymore
She's the one thing on your mind
And it's driving me crazy
But I wish that you could see
I'm breaking on the inside, honey
I'm wishing on the stars for
Some kind of relief
But nothing ever seems to help me
Somehow I always end up coming
Right back to you
And it tears me to pieces
It's like a knife in the heart
I can't stand the feeling
As you shatter me
I'm trying to move on with things
Pretending it doesn't hurt
When you don't notice me there
I keep telling myself to get over you
But it's not as easy as it seems
I'm breaking on the inside, honey
I'm wishing on the stars for
Some kind of relief
But nothing ever seems to help me
Somehow I always end up coming
Right back to you
And it tears me to pieces
It's like a knife in the heart
I can't stand the feeling
As you shatter me
This isn't how I want things to be
I wish I could just move on with things
I hate how much it hurts me
I'm shattering
And I'm breaking on the inside, honey
I'm wishing on the stars
Every single night I whisper my prayer
For that sweet relief
That seems to escape me
I'm breaking on the inside, honey
I'm wishing on the stars for
Some kind of relief
But nothing ever seems to help me
Somehow I always end up coming
Right back to you
And it tears me to pieces
It's like a knife in the heart
I can't stand the feeling
As you shatter me
You shatter me