Long time no write
well, i haven't written in like forever but im not going to talk about the past for now. i just wanna write about my day.
today i woke up and went to racketball, and won. yay~
after that i went to my japanese class, man its getting hard but im up for the challege. i know my japanese i going down hill lately because i havent been speaking it like i used to when i worked at mitsuwa but its alright. if i keep studying though i will keep learning, using it, and will get better. my plan is to go study abroad after my 3rd year of japanese so basically, i have 3 more semesters. yay!!!
when japanese finished i got on the ball and ran my errands. i went to housing and paid that shit off, went to student admin center and got the paper to change my major, i mailed off the money to jason for para videos, my grandma's thank you card, and dean's happy b-day card, made dom's dvd to be shipped soon, and got my hair cut. on the way back to the shuttle to go home i ran into pun and cyndia. i mean, on a campus of over 30,000 + students i happen to run into them, i swear its fate. it has to be. pun drove me home and we talked about his roommate situation. yikes i feel bad for that boy, glad my problematic roommate flew the coupe.
i got home, david (josh's brother) was STILL here but whatever, i had things to do. i got ready to go back to school and left for my study session. amanda, lyn and myself finally met up in front of the SU and headed to TE to study. god i oinked out but it was worth it. i havent had crispy chicken, french fries, peach icee with pearls and a caramel macchiato with coffee jelly in like... ever. hehe. it was good though, but you best believe that i ran it off this evening. i love running my track, its a nice way to procrastinate and i keep working out. at TE tonight the employee was like, "hey, you lost your weight, huh?" people are still noticing, it made me feel good. =) im really proud of myself and cyndia too, she's losing weight too and keeping it off, GO WIFEY! (i know you're reading this so love me alright)
i came home and while i was showering off i was thinking about AX and fanime this year and how I cant wait to go. i think im gonna cosplay as venom but i need to do a few things first, even before buying the materials and all. i need to a) register (hehe), b) keep working on my abs and pecs, and c) get a tan so i dont blind people with my whiteness. im also thinking of going as a ganguro just to scare the shit out of people and as a super good excuse to para. and then thinking of para, it reminded me of ahmed sadly.
the other night, chris had come over and he mentioned that wasabi was with him and ahmed was with him and yeah... just chris came. im glad he was thinking of me and how i feel but at the same time ive been thinking too. there is no point in me staying mad foreverand this has only made things harder on myself and how i view other people. i think im over it now and can be mature enough to talk with him. take things slowly and maybe be friends someday, though i do need to set my boundries. i dont wanna do what ive done the last two times and end up liking him only to hurt myself. but as cyndia says, may i do like the idea of liking someone and not necessarily him. i ono yet but we'll see what happens, that is... if he wants to talk. i cant say ive been the nicest person to him and i can understand if he doesnt wanna talk but this is something i have to learn, how to deal with these types of situations. these will occur all throughout my life and if i just cast them aside i will never resolve anything. wish me luck~
today i woke up and went to racketball, and won. yay~
after that i went to my japanese class, man its getting hard but im up for the challege. i know my japanese i going down hill lately because i havent been speaking it like i used to when i worked at mitsuwa but its alright. if i keep studying though i will keep learning, using it, and will get better. my plan is to go study abroad after my 3rd year of japanese so basically, i have 3 more semesters. yay!!!
when japanese finished i got on the ball and ran my errands. i went to housing and paid that shit off, went to student admin center and got the paper to change my major, i mailed off the money to jason for para videos, my grandma's thank you card, and dean's happy b-day card, made dom's dvd to be shipped soon, and got my hair cut. on the way back to the shuttle to go home i ran into pun and cyndia. i mean, on a campus of over 30,000 + students i happen to run into them, i swear its fate. it has to be. pun drove me home and we talked about his roommate situation. yikes i feel bad for that boy, glad my problematic roommate flew the coupe.
i got home, david (josh's brother) was STILL here but whatever, i had things to do. i got ready to go back to school and left for my study session. amanda, lyn and myself finally met up in front of the SU and headed to TE to study. god i oinked out but it was worth it. i havent had crispy chicken, french fries, peach icee with pearls and a caramel macchiato with coffee jelly in like... ever. hehe. it was good though, but you best believe that i ran it off this evening. i love running my track, its a nice way to procrastinate and i keep working out. at TE tonight the employee was like, "hey, you lost your weight, huh?" people are still noticing, it made me feel good. =) im really proud of myself and cyndia too, she's losing weight too and keeping it off, GO WIFEY! (i know you're reading this so love me alright)
i came home and while i was showering off i was thinking about AX and fanime this year and how I cant wait to go. i think im gonna cosplay as venom but i need to do a few things first, even before buying the materials and all. i need to a) register (hehe), b) keep working on my abs and pecs, and c) get a tan so i dont blind people with my whiteness. im also thinking of going as a ganguro just to scare the shit out of people and as a super good excuse to para. and then thinking of para, it reminded me of ahmed sadly.
the other night, chris had come over and he mentioned that wasabi was with him and ahmed was with him and yeah... just chris came. im glad he was thinking of me and how i feel but at the same time ive been thinking too. there is no point in me staying mad foreverand this has only made things harder on myself and how i view other people. i think im over it now and can be mature enough to talk with him. take things slowly and maybe be friends someday, though i do need to set my boundries. i dont wanna do what ive done the last two times and end up liking him only to hurt myself. but as cyndia says, may i do like the idea of liking someone and not necessarily him. i ono yet but we'll see what happens, that is... if he wants to talk. i cant say ive been the nicest person to him and i can understand if he doesnt wanna talk but this is something i have to learn, how to deal with these types of situations. these will occur all throughout my life and if i just cast them aside i will never resolve anything. wish me luck~