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Dad I miss you so much and mom doesn’t want me to send texts to your phone because it makes her sad, so I hope you hear me and hope you’re happy.
....you understand it all now I assume, the afterlife and what comes next. I wish I could have another Christmas or holiday with you but I really believe you’re communicating with me through maya and it gives me comfort that you’re ok and we will all see you again. Mom is having a hard time, if you can reach out to her and convince her to move near us; I know you both love maya so much and i am so sad Max only got to meet u for a short while but i am glad you got to hold him. He’s the sweetest baby and I know he would have loved spending time with you so much like Maya. You and mom are just the best grandparents I am lost without you, my kids need you like I do. You are the best dad ever and I will be patient until I see you again. I love you dad and hope you’re happy and at peace.