Oh procrastination, how I love thee...
I've been writing Shakespeare journal entries about my journey as an actress all day and I'm pretty much sick of it. So it was either begin my midterm monologue work, cook some dinner, or write in my journal. Guess which one won?
Things are only becoming more stressful here. It's definitely not like Burlington where everything is completely chilled out. Living life in the fast lane is starting to take it's toll. It's not that I don't like it here, trust me it's my dream location, there are just a lot of stressful factors that are preventing me from enjoying this experience. Academic have always been such a tough thing for me considering that my heart truly lies in music and theater . If I could take music and theater classes all day, I wouldn't be worrying about this. However, I like taking difficult sciences classes and I refuse to end up in a cardboard box. I just bombed my first chem midterm so I'm on the prowl for an absolutely amazing chemistry tutor. I didn't get my bio midterm back yet but I have a feeling I didn't do so well on that one. Lucky for me, the next bio midterm is on mitosis, meiosis, and genetics which I find really interesting and fun (the science geek in me is coming out) so that should be pretty happy times. Because of my sciences, I am so behind in my arts classes so today was used to catch up with that. As for other things, my social life isn't that great here. Maybe because I'm a transfer, I'm sure it'll take time but I'll finally get it. I'm kind of angry though because I came to new york to sing and when I do have concerts, no one seems to want to come. I have two concerts this weekend and only one of my friends can definitely come...that makes me really upset. I guess I'm alone with this dream of mine. And boys...enough said. I think I just have to separate myself from that topic because they just cause me so much grief that it's eating into my study time not to mention my sanity. I've just wasted way too many tears...Don't get the wrong impression from this journal entry, I'm actually pretty happy. Despite all of these problems, I feel like I'm in the right place at the right time and that I'm meant to be here. I know I keep saying that but it's 100% true.
Lata Dayz
~Mairsa*
Things are only becoming more stressful here. It's definitely not like Burlington where everything is completely chilled out. Living life in the fast lane is starting to take it's toll. It's not that I don't like it here, trust me it's my dream location, there are just a lot of stressful factors that are preventing me from enjoying this experience. Academic have always been such a tough thing for me considering that my heart truly lies in music and theater . If I could take music and theater classes all day, I wouldn't be worrying about this. However, I like taking difficult sciences classes and I refuse to end up in a cardboard box. I just bombed my first chem midterm so I'm on the prowl for an absolutely amazing chemistry tutor. I didn't get my bio midterm back yet but I have a feeling I didn't do so well on that one. Lucky for me, the next bio midterm is on mitosis, meiosis, and genetics which I find really interesting and fun (the science geek in me is coming out) so that should be pretty happy times. Because of my sciences, I am so behind in my arts classes so today was used to catch up with that. As for other things, my social life isn't that great here. Maybe because I'm a transfer, I'm sure it'll take time but I'll finally get it. I'm kind of angry though because I came to new york to sing and when I do have concerts, no one seems to want to come. I have two concerts this weekend and only one of my friends can definitely come...that makes me really upset. I guess I'm alone with this dream of mine. And boys...enough said. I think I just have to separate myself from that topic because they just cause me so much grief that it's eating into my study time not to mention my sanity. I've just wasted way too many tears...Don't get the wrong impression from this journal entry, I'm actually pretty happy. Despite all of these problems, I feel like I'm in the right place at the right time and that I'm meant to be here. I know I keep saying that but it's 100% true.
Lata Dayz
~Mairsa*