Ocean Waves - Ruchi x Yoshito - Oneshot
Title: Ocean Waves
Author: paranoiascreams
Chapters: oneshot
Genre: romance, fluff
Pairing: Ruchi x Yoshito (or vice versa, im not sure)
Rating: PG - 13
Warning: unbeta'd
Disclaimer: I don't own them. Neither will you. Story is mine, no questions asked.
Summary: Because i need you to come back.
I will not deny that i wasnt hurt when Yukine decided to leave. I will not ignore the fact that him leaving jeopardized the band, that it almost ended up in chaos as to what to do and who was gonna replace him if we do continue the band we created, the band we've been passionate about the moment we started it.
"Where are you going? We're still not done with this problem." Ena asked, a bit agitated when he found me walking out our apartment in Fukuoka. Shougo, and K are also in our living room, talking about what we'll do since Yukine is leaving soon and we need to make an announcement whether to disband or not.
"I need to think, I'm sorry."
"Can't you think here?" Ena has raised his voice on me, he is not always like this but i guess he was hurting too.
"Calm down Ena, your brother will just need some air. He needs it." K pulls Ena down to the sofa, making sure he wont say another word against me as i head towards the door.
I lit up a cigarette as i walk along the silent road. Lamp posts are getting lit up one by one as the night swallows daylight whole, from a distance i can hear the sound of the raging waves against the shore of the beaches surrounding our hometown.
I have no particular destination. I just wanted to wander around, maybe i can find the answers when i try and let myself go as i walk through the streets of a very familiar town.
Walking along for awhile, I found myself sitting by the bank of the Nakagawa river, where we used to stay when we were younger, where we used to hide when we ditch school. It's where you started playing the guitar with K, where Ena would be using his books as drums and I would sing. And we started a session band, recorded a few songs, before we knew it, Shougo arrived. We were doing fine, until I messed things up.
I made you leave.
I was the stupid person who loved you so much and you did so too, but I guess, we were younger then, that a small misunderstanding can grow into a much, much larger scale, an issue about what movie to watch for a nice day out would end up me criticizing how you play the bass.
I guess loving someone will take its toll when pride has taken it all in for so long that it wants to come out.
And I guess I've stepped on your pride a million times that you just had to leave.
My heart hurt a bit.
I guess, no, it's a fact, I'm missing you. Everyday.
I sometimes wish it was you on my side when i look on my right, like you've always been and where you're always supposed to be.
Many times I tried to apologize, instead of replacing you in an instant, I wish i let my pride go at that time, but i couldnt, and as my pride fades, fear arises, that maybe you will not accept my apology for i had taken a lot of time before i could do so.
All i could do was do what i do best.
Sing.
Sing my heart out.
Sing so loud that you would hear it.
Sigh.
I stood up, walking along the more darkened streets of Fukuoka.
This time knowing where I will go.
I found myself in front of your apartment, I am sure you still live here seeing the leash i gave your beloved dog outside the door a few years back. I knocked. There was an immediate answer.
"I knew it was you." Your voice havent changed, it's still as welcoming as it ever was before.
"Ruchi."
"Took you a very long time to finally find your way back here."
"I...I'm sorry. For being so immature. For being selfish...."
"I've forgiven you on that already. It was a long time ago. We were young, not that we're old now, but... it's nothing."
"It meant everything to me. I lost you... I never wanted to lose you. Fuck pride..."
You pulled me close, locking me in your arms, it felt so warm against the cold winds enveloping the evening.
"Tell me why you're here..." You whispered.
"Because I need you to come back to the band..."
"Only to the band...?"
"Come back to me."
"That's what I've always wanted to hear."
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Author's Note: Well... I dunno if i gave good justice to Ruchi and Yoshito but I was just randomly writing this. I'm getting a little sleepy now. and... Comments are love!
Author: paranoiascreams
Chapters: oneshot
Genre: romance, fluff
Pairing: Ruchi x Yoshito (or vice versa, im not sure)
Rating: PG - 13
Warning: unbeta'd
Disclaimer: I don't own them. Neither will you. Story is mine, no questions asked.
Summary: Because i need you to come back.
I will not deny that i wasnt hurt when Yukine decided to leave. I will not ignore the fact that him leaving jeopardized the band, that it almost ended up in chaos as to what to do and who was gonna replace him if we do continue the band we created, the band we've been passionate about the moment we started it.
"Where are you going? We're still not done with this problem." Ena asked, a bit agitated when he found me walking out our apartment in Fukuoka. Shougo, and K are also in our living room, talking about what we'll do since Yukine is leaving soon and we need to make an announcement whether to disband or not.
"I need to think, I'm sorry."
"Can't you think here?" Ena has raised his voice on me, he is not always like this but i guess he was hurting too.
"Calm down Ena, your brother will just need some air. He needs it." K pulls Ena down to the sofa, making sure he wont say another word against me as i head towards the door.
I lit up a cigarette as i walk along the silent road. Lamp posts are getting lit up one by one as the night swallows daylight whole, from a distance i can hear the sound of the raging waves against the shore of the beaches surrounding our hometown.
I have no particular destination. I just wanted to wander around, maybe i can find the answers when i try and let myself go as i walk through the streets of a very familiar town.
Walking along for awhile, I found myself sitting by the bank of the Nakagawa river, where we used to stay when we were younger, where we used to hide when we ditch school. It's where you started playing the guitar with K, where Ena would be using his books as drums and I would sing. And we started a session band, recorded a few songs, before we knew it, Shougo arrived. We were doing fine, until I messed things up.
I made you leave.
I was the stupid person who loved you so much and you did so too, but I guess, we were younger then, that a small misunderstanding can grow into a much, much larger scale, an issue about what movie to watch for a nice day out would end up me criticizing how you play the bass.
I guess loving someone will take its toll when pride has taken it all in for so long that it wants to come out.
And I guess I've stepped on your pride a million times that you just had to leave.
My heart hurt a bit.
I guess, no, it's a fact, I'm missing you. Everyday.
I sometimes wish it was you on my side when i look on my right, like you've always been and where you're always supposed to be.
Many times I tried to apologize, instead of replacing you in an instant, I wish i let my pride go at that time, but i couldnt, and as my pride fades, fear arises, that maybe you will not accept my apology for i had taken a lot of time before i could do so.
All i could do was do what i do best.
Sing.
Sing my heart out.
Sing so loud that you would hear it.
Sigh.
I stood up, walking along the more darkened streets of Fukuoka.
This time knowing where I will go.
I found myself in front of your apartment, I am sure you still live here seeing the leash i gave your beloved dog outside the door a few years back. I knocked. There was an immediate answer.
"I knew it was you." Your voice havent changed, it's still as welcoming as it ever was before.
"Ruchi."
"Took you a very long time to finally find your way back here."
"I...I'm sorry. For being so immature. For being selfish...."
"I've forgiven you on that already. It was a long time ago. We were young, not that we're old now, but... it's nothing."
"It meant everything to me. I lost you... I never wanted to lose you. Fuck pride..."
You pulled me close, locking me in your arms, it felt so warm against the cold winds enveloping the evening.
"Tell me why you're here..." You whispered.
"Because I need you to come back to the band..."
"Only to the band...?"
"Come back to me."
"That's what I've always wanted to hear."
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Author's Note: Well... I dunno if i gave good justice to Ruchi and Yoshito but I was just randomly writing this. I'm getting a little sleepy now. and... Comments are love!