what up fools

[paranoiamaxx]

here i am tada! boom so yeah thanks to shoupa-doop for makin me aware that someone on the face of this flat earth still checks this lame ass thing every once and again. so yeah nothin but shit goin on here. too much shit but i hold up well lately. i find running around like a crazed hyped up crack head (not on crack!...yet ::wink::) makes my sadness or depression sink way down inside and doesnt come back until i dont know i see somethin that makes me think of it again. shits good though. school sucks im failing sociology which is ok cuz ma says the teacher seems like a dick... man she does not lie. but yeah me and ashlee are still well we're confusing actually but yeah on to happy things. me and tina kinda got close but faded away.. what she was lookin for was so blurry that cleanin my glasses would not let me see past it. kattie carter... the secret love of my life ::wink wink:: seems happy but for some reason its fake. or maybe i just tell myself that. all i know is i hope her and rachel become the happiest ever because i wasnt lying when i said their relationship is like my role model. if they dont last... who will? but yeah, theres a new name that echoes in the back of my head... doesnt really go away ever cept when shes around me. that name is forbidden right now for i dont find it right to talk like that about another dudes chick but yeah... will fill in when they become nada. but yo, i gotta go do some fuckin homework... im out like striaght up lauren style gansta pimpin... later!

rachel... your a sexy dork ;-)

i swear to god dude my mood guy is so jacking off... if you could on see where his hands were lol ;-)