White chrysanthemums

Nov 05, 2007 11:46

Saw this poking around on a few places in my flist, so I figured, what the hell?

Tell me something. Post it anonymously.

A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love: anything you want.

Be sure to post honestly. Post twice if you'd like. OR THREE TIMES because hey, inbox spam is fun. ♥

meme

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anonymous November 5 2007, 23:07:54 UTC
I fear getting into a relationship because I don't want to be abused by my partner-like my dad did my mom.

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parametric November 6 2007, 02:20:33 UTC
*pets* We all have our fears, don't we? We all have our demons and insecurities and everything. It's up to you to decide whether it's worth it or not.

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anonymous November 6 2007, 06:28:57 UTC
I know. I want to find love with somebody... but I'm so scared... I'm terrified of being hurt, because it wasn't just mental and emotional with my parents... my dad physically abused my mom too.

And it was when I was little so I couldn't stop him from hurting her... watching and not being able to act... and I'm so scared... cuz I'm not big or strong... and my mind and heart can only take so much hurt before they shatter.

I don't want to end up in a relationship like that. And I fear that whoever I end up with may do the same to me...

It just seems like nobody in my family ends up happy in the end...

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parametric November 6 2007, 06:44:31 UTC
That's always a risk. Heck, I have abandonment issues because of various things in my past. But everything's a risk, and at the end of the day all we can do is hope.

I'm sure you'll get your happy ending, though, dear. *hugs*

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anonymous November 6 2007, 09:03:18 UTC
Thanks. I really appreciate it. *hugs back*

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anonymous November 6 2007, 09:03:49 UTC
Thanks. I really appreciate it. *hugs back* I hope you get your own happy ending too.

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