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I just woke from a nap and realized that my biological father has finally missed out for good. It dawned on me that the extent of our relationship, for the most part, has been the annual phone call and birthday card with 50 dollars in it, that I relished as a child, dreaded as an adolescent, and wondered what would happen as I became an adult. That I am a full grown man and that he is a full grown man and that we are nearly complete strangers to one another. How sad it is to think about a parent missing out on a child due to circumstance.
Things have been busy with work, and I am starting my third full week of school on Monday, which is also my 27th birthday(so my biological musings above are not completely random, just mostly). I have been happy and tired and not eating breakfast these days which is totally strange for me. What time me and Marina find together is usually cuddled up at night laughing at the Cosby show or watching Law and Order: Criminal Intent, walking in Tree Tops County Park or picking shells up in the surf at Hollywood Beach, and making pizza.
I have not done much of any non-required reading in the last 3 weeks which is crazy to me, especially when I think of friends that didn't get to do non-required reading for 4 years in college. Scary thought! I have futzed around with a little Czeslaw Milosz and kinda like the guy, I can't put my hand on it yet.
Off to study more about Infant CPR!
Things have been busy with work, and I am starting my third full week of school on Monday, which is also my 27th birthday(so my biological musings above are not completely random, just mostly). I have been happy and tired and not eating breakfast these days which is totally strange for me. What time me and Marina find together is usually cuddled up at night laughing at the Cosby show or watching Law and Order: Criminal Intent, walking in Tree Tops County Park or picking shells up in the surf at Hollywood Beach, and making pizza.
I have not done much of any non-required reading in the last 3 weeks which is crazy to me, especially when I think of friends that didn't get to do non-required reading for 4 years in college. Scary thought! I have futzed around with a little Czeslaw Milosz and kinda like the guy, I can't put my hand on it yet.
Off to study more about Infant CPR!