i miss him so much.

[paralyzingfear]

wow. i thought that nothing could ever possibly get worse

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[paralyzing_mind]

damn i miss you kourtni. I'm sittin here in a puddle of my own tears. HOW sad is that? i was just thinking about our first night on the phone with JOEYYYY DROZD! GOOD LORD! ANd tim mcgraw- YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND. and i remember sitting on your porch while you smoked and we were talking about KEVIN ORZECH you told me that i really was your best friend b/c i really understood you.
Kourtni- and all of our tears have reached the sea- and part of you will live with me- way down deep in my heart- the days keep comming without fail, new wind is going to find yourself- and that's where you're jounrey starts- YOU'LL FIND BETTER LOVE- STRONG AS IT EVER WAS- DEEP AS THE RIVER- WARM AS THE MORNING SUN- please remember me. Just like the waves down by the shore- they're going to keep on comming back for more- cuz we dont wanna never wanna stop- out in this brave new world you'll see- oh the valleys and the peaks-and i CAN SEE YOU ON THE TOP! god damn kourtni lynn- i miss you more then fucking AHHH i can't stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(( thats by Tim mcgraw by the way) PLease girl... COME HOMMMMMMMME :'( I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Re: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[paralyzing_mind]

I FORGOT SOMETHING- UNTIL THE DAY I DIEEEEE I SPILL MY HEART