i <3 dying.

[parallelvoid]

i hate stubborn people.
i hate being stubborn.
i have to be strong.

besides, things are coming together...right?
i mean, i guess, i really just shouldn't be complaining.

or maybe i shouldn't run away.
is not confronting a situation running away?
am i running away,
or am i just apathetic?

if i was apathetic i wouldn't let it get to me right?
i don't understand. you're just like him...'the stranger'.
just like him. why?
i don't know, and for some reason it's as though you have to treat your entire life that way.
am i wrong?
because i doubt it.
you don'y ever care.
in fact i think you do it purpose just to piss me off.
would i be completely wrong in saying that?
maybe it's just me. that's it.
it's me.
it's always me.
i'm the fuck up.
you.
you are always right.

<3 bittersweet.