NYC .

[parallaxed]

i just booked a flight to nyc.
its been over a year.
its the first time ben mike and i will be in nyc at the same time.
trouble!!!
magda is in town djing.
helen will be in town.
jamie will be in town.
i'd like to see lindsey.
i haven't seen derek in forever.
i need to find sheal!!!
i'd like to see adam.
i'd like to see danilo.
i'd like to see sam.
i'd like to see coco.
and its always good to see regina,
even though i will see her again, tomorrow.
we need dimsum.

i haven't taken any real time off this past year.
short 2-3 day breaks at tops.
im just excited to get away for a bit.
take a vacation alone.

derek said he'd try to squeeze me in some wolf + lamb party.
he says they've wanted me to play, but i haven't been out.
but i dont think i want to play.
djing freaks me out all of a sudden.
so detached...so dont care right now.
i just want to hang out.

all the times ive gone to nyc,
i always say i'll check out the moma and guggenheim.
i never do.
so maybe, i'll plan for that.
i hope i have enough money.
i want to shop.

it'll be weird not staying at jesse and johnalds.
the last few times in nyc was with them...
it'll be weird, them not being around.
john not being at mj.
and mike being at mj.
weird.

if i had it my way,
i'd stay...

helen gets in today.
shes in detroit with a group of architecture nerds from harvard.
working on some project.
i haven't seen her in years.
hbomb.
this weekend will be crazy.
regina comes in tomorrow.
we haven't been in the same place together in years.
a handful of out of town kids...
ben parris.
butane.
schroff and kim.

i'm scared...