Why do I bother, when this is the response I get?
I was going to make the effort to be sociable for once and eat dinner as part of the family. We were going to order Chinese food. Neither of those are easy for me, but I was going to do it and it felt ok.
I had a nap and instead of waking me, they ate themselves and left me to wake up on my own at 11pm. I don't need other people and I don't need to eat dinner but fuck me, nice to know it's appreciated when I try.