I'm missing...
affection. being close to somebody. I miss my ex in a sense... I KNOW it's the whole closeness thing. She treated me horribly, and now is acting all depressed and... it's just all a damned game. rather she realises it or not. Then again being with somebody that long and having a child with them... I've shared almost 4 years of my life to... that. Our souls have inter-twined.
I need to get out. I need to get some better self-esteem... wake up and do something. Have something to look forward to doing. That's not exactly computer related. Working on my webpage maybe, but not playing frikkin' BlackJack. I'm getting good at it!
Oh yeah.. Pecan Rolls rock. I can only find them at Wal-Greens though, in which I buy as many as I can. LOL. "Cumberland ridege confections: pecan roll" on yeah. It's like divinity... rolled in pecans with little caramel chips and marchino cherries in the divinity. ADDICTING!! Yet one log = 3 servings. 1 serving = 200 calories.
Oh yeah! One manager wants to start closing so that she can put people in line... AND help me out.. since closing the store 5 nights a week can really frikkin' suck. Doesn't help with a person that needs a damned social life. Where to begin!?!?!? I need to find a new "crowd" of people to hang out with.
But yeah I'm really missing affection right now. Craving it. Maybe I'll write some more poetry about it. L8r people.
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I need to get out. I need to get some better self-esteem... wake up and do something. Have something to look forward to doing. That's not exactly computer related. Working on my webpage maybe, but not playing frikkin' BlackJack. I'm getting good at it!
Oh yeah.. Pecan Rolls rock. I can only find them at Wal-Greens though, in which I buy as many as I can. LOL. "Cumberland ridege confections: pecan roll" on yeah. It's like divinity... rolled in pecans with little caramel chips and marchino cherries in the divinity. ADDICTING!! Yet one log = 3 servings. 1 serving = 200 calories.
Oh yeah! One manager wants to start closing so that she can put people in line... AND help me out.. since closing the store 5 nights a week can really frikkin' suck. Doesn't help with a person that needs a damned social life. Where to begin!?!?!? I need to find a new "crowd" of people to hang out with.
But yeah I'm really missing affection right now. Craving it. Maybe I'll write some more poetry about it. L8r people.
http://members.cox.net/paradoxunknown/wet_ParadoxUnknown.jpg