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I Hung Out With Nick Today.
i Think This Was Really Important Because It Reminded Me Of How I Should Feel When Im Around The Person Who Loves Me.
i Should Feel Completely At Ease, Like I Can Be All Of Me, My Crazy, My Wild, My Imagination.
he Laughed At My Crazy Extravagances, He Didnt Brush Them Aside, Or Make Me Feel Like Im On The Other Side Of His Dimension. He Reminded Me That This Is What I Feel When Im Around My Other Friends, But This Is Something I Havent Been Able To Achieve For An Extremely Long Time With Peter Pan. And Thats Not Right. I Shouldnt Feel Like I Have To Supress Myself In Order To Fit Into Ordinary.
he Should Make Me Feel Extraordinary.
he Should Make Me Feel Like Its Perfectly Fine To Be Extraordinary, If Not spectacular.
but I Dont. Not With Him. And Now I Remember Why I Ended Things The First Time.