Not Super-Happy-Fun.
So.
I dated Natasha for a grand total of three days. She let me know Thursday afternoon that she'd realised that she was "straight", in a room with a couple of our friends in it at the time. I was whisked away for the night by Amanda, who let me cry on her for about an hour before we watched movies, went to the Dollar Store [where I got a purple dog collar and leash for myself <3], and generally did stuff to cheer me up.
Friday, I felt like crap. Got Mew on the new HeartGold/SoulSilver Wi-Fi event [yay] and went to Gala's coffee hour. Which was two hours long and had no coffee unless you brought/bought your own. Shame. I joked to Amanda that we should go to Seattle for the weekend and go to Neighbours [a gay bar/nightclub she'd been telling me about, which was apparently fantastic], and were overheard by a graduate art student who offered us a ride to Seattle.
Twenty minutes later, Amanda and I were packed and on the road. Carinna, Amanda's girlfriend, had a D&D game to play, so it was kinda sad.
Friday and Saturday nights, I went to Neighbours with Amanda. Since I'm underage, we couldn't get in until 2 am [the club is open until 4-4:30 am], but it was still fun anyway. Except that only guys hit on me or wanted to dance with me, and when I finally saw some cute girls, I didn't have the balls to talk to them. Funny, that. But I played pool with Amanda for a while. I suck, but hey.
We also saw RED [which was funny and full of explosions and guns], went to iHop in the wee hours of the morning [delicious food and waiters who talked with us for ages because, hey, we were in the queer district of Seattle!], and slept like bats. Still fun. Other stuff happened, too, but tisn't important enough to go here. I got a rainbow collar, though it's kinda big for me, even if I make it as tight as I can. Damn.
We got back here to Ellensburg around 6:30 pm today, and I decided I'd recovered enough to go over to Carinna and Natasha's with Amanda. Except the minute Amanda walked in the door, Carinna started making out with her and... yeah. Natasha and I talked awkwardly, then went on a walk because... yeah, awkward in or out of apartment? HM. I ended up getting pissed with Natasha for being so calm and well-adjusted about the break-up [whereas I am still hurting], and all but yelled at her outside my apartment before coming back here and getting pissed for a while. I don't take well to being comforted by someone who just smashed my heart in. ¬_¬
So... yeah. That's where we stand now. If I could just... augh.
Oh. I also now have a pet garter snake named Jayne. He's adorable. We'll see on Thursday if I'll get to keep him.
I dated Natasha for a grand total of three days. She let me know Thursday afternoon that she'd realised that she was "straight", in a room with a couple of our friends in it at the time. I was whisked away for the night by Amanda, who let me cry on her for about an hour before we watched movies, went to the Dollar Store [where I got a purple dog collar and leash for myself <3], and generally did stuff to cheer me up.
Friday, I felt like crap. Got Mew on the new HeartGold/SoulSilver Wi-Fi event [yay] and went to Gala's coffee hour. Which was two hours long and had no coffee unless you brought/bought your own. Shame. I joked to Amanda that we should go to Seattle for the weekend and go to Neighbours [a gay bar/nightclub she'd been telling me about, which was apparently fantastic], and were overheard by a graduate art student who offered us a ride to Seattle.
Twenty minutes later, Amanda and I were packed and on the road. Carinna, Amanda's girlfriend, had a D&D game to play, so it was kinda sad.
Friday and Saturday nights, I went to Neighbours with Amanda. Since I'm underage, we couldn't get in until 2 am [the club is open until 4-4:30 am], but it was still fun anyway. Except that only guys hit on me or wanted to dance with me, and when I finally saw some cute girls, I didn't have the balls to talk to them. Funny, that. But I played pool with Amanda for a while. I suck, but hey.
We also saw RED [which was funny and full of explosions and guns], went to iHop in the wee hours of the morning [delicious food and waiters who talked with us for ages because, hey, we were in the queer district of Seattle!], and slept like bats. Still fun. Other stuff happened, too, but tisn't important enough to go here. I got a rainbow collar, though it's kinda big for me, even if I make it as tight as I can. Damn.
We got back here to Ellensburg around 6:30 pm today, and I decided I'd recovered enough to go over to Carinna and Natasha's with Amanda. Except the minute Amanda walked in the door, Carinna started making out with her and... yeah. Natasha and I talked awkwardly, then went on a walk because... yeah, awkward in or out of apartment? HM. I ended up getting pissed with Natasha for being so calm and well-adjusted about the break-up [whereas I am still hurting], and all but yelled at her outside my apartment before coming back here and getting pissed for a while. I don't take well to being comforted by someone who just smashed my heart in. ¬_¬
So... yeah. That's where we stand now. If I could just... augh.
Oh. I also now have a pet garter snake named Jayne. He's adorable. We'll see on Thursday if I'll get to keep him.