Life...No less Ordinary..
I havent posted in a while, as not alot has happened.
My car is almost fixed, cannot wait until it is so.
My daughter is awsome, she has the most wonderful smile in the world, it just melts you. She has a smile where she just opens her mouth wide as can be and starts kicking her legs, waiving her arms, just showing so much excitement. I am truley blessed.
Not quite sure whats going on in my relationship life anymore, One things for sure though is that i'm here for the long run if nothing else because she has my baby, so I cannot just give up on the relationship. I already have some that I do not get to see regularly and it is no fun at all.
I just do not understand her reasoning at all sometimes. She has some weird fixation with my EX, whith which she has no cause to as I've given her no reason to doubt, It's not like we even talk ( the ex and I )
She freaks out if I look at any "Adult" content, saying it is a hit on her, something I have always done even before we met.
I have never given her ANY reason whatsoever to doubt me, or question me. She is the one who left me to go back with her ex, not I.
I tried to cuddle hug her the other day and all I have to show is bloody claw marks on my arm where she kept digging her nails into it to where it bled, not a word like " i dont feel like a hug or anything" Yet she questions my motives and gives me grief?!?
She has nothing to worry about practically, she works 15 hours a week, doesnt clean the house when she is home all day.
Once again, why am I the one catching all the additude?
To much drama I guess, to the point where I'm wondering if it is all worth it or not.
If only there was a way to put everything behind and get past whatever it is thats bothering her so badly, but I reckon that is a battle she will have to want to face and overcome.
My car is almost fixed, cannot wait until it is so.
My daughter is awsome, she has the most wonderful smile in the world, it just melts you. She has a smile where she just opens her mouth wide as can be and starts kicking her legs, waiving her arms, just showing so much excitement. I am truley blessed.
Not quite sure whats going on in my relationship life anymore, One things for sure though is that i'm here for the long run if nothing else because she has my baby, so I cannot just give up on the relationship. I already have some that I do not get to see regularly and it is no fun at all.
I just do not understand her reasoning at all sometimes. She has some weird fixation with my EX, whith which she has no cause to as I've given her no reason to doubt, It's not like we even talk ( the ex and I )
She freaks out if I look at any "Adult" content, saying it is a hit on her, something I have always done even before we met.
I have never given her ANY reason whatsoever to doubt me, or question me. She is the one who left me to go back with her ex, not I.
I tried to cuddle hug her the other day and all I have to show is bloody claw marks on my arm where she kept digging her nails into it to where it bled, not a word like " i dont feel like a hug or anything" Yet she questions my motives and gives me grief?!?
She has nothing to worry about practically, she works 15 hours a week, doesnt clean the house when she is home all day.
Once again, why am I the one catching all the additude?
To much drama I guess, to the point where I'm wondering if it is all worth it or not.
If only there was a way to put everything behind and get past whatever it is thats bothering her so badly, but I reckon that is a battle she will have to want to face and overcome.