It's official. I am a horrible human being.
So...
I hooked up with Adrian on Friday night...
After telling Tyler that I would never do that because Adrian and Heather are both too good of friends to me...
And Heather was there...
And I was naked in a hot tub with him, and she freaked out...
Can't say I blame her, really...
I suck.
We only kissed for five seconds, because we both felt too bad...
But I want more...
And I think he does too.
I'm sorry, Tyler. I know we're not together. I know we're supposed to be doing our own things, and I'm sure you are. But I'm sorry that I not only once again went against your wish for me not to hook up with mutual friends of ours, but I'm sorry that it was Adrian, because I specifically said I wouldn't. I meant it at the time. And then you asked me what I did that night, and why Heather was throwing a fit, and I lied. I said it was just about me being naked in the hot tub with Adrian. Which was really why she was mainly upset, but... I phrased it so that it sounded like I didn't hook up with him.
I'm so sorry.
I don't know how to stop myself from doing these things. I don't do them to hurt you. I don't do them so that when you find out and you're back it will be uncomfortable for all of us to hang out...
Damn,
You really liked Adrian.
I almost hope you never find out.
But if you ask I'll tell you.
Just like if you ever ask if I was with Tim last summer while we were together, I'll tell you. But since you didn't specify while we were together I thought I was safe.
I just want you to be able to hang out with my friends. But I realize its hard when I've hooked up with most of them.
Fuck me.
It's only been 6 days since I last had sex with you. Four days after we had sex, I kissed Adrian.
And I want more.
And I'm sorry, even though I know that my actual actions aren't whats wrong, its the way and with whom I choose to go about them.
I hooked up with Adrian on Friday night...
After telling Tyler that I would never do that because Adrian and Heather are both too good of friends to me...
And Heather was there...
And I was naked in a hot tub with him, and she freaked out...
Can't say I blame her, really...
I suck.
We only kissed for five seconds, because we both felt too bad...
But I want more...
And I think he does too.
I'm sorry, Tyler. I know we're not together. I know we're supposed to be doing our own things, and I'm sure you are. But I'm sorry that I not only once again went against your wish for me not to hook up with mutual friends of ours, but I'm sorry that it was Adrian, because I specifically said I wouldn't. I meant it at the time. And then you asked me what I did that night, and why Heather was throwing a fit, and I lied. I said it was just about me being naked in the hot tub with Adrian. Which was really why she was mainly upset, but... I phrased it so that it sounded like I didn't hook up with him.
I'm so sorry.
I don't know how to stop myself from doing these things. I don't do them to hurt you. I don't do them so that when you find out and you're back it will be uncomfortable for all of us to hang out...
Damn,
You really liked Adrian.
I almost hope you never find out.
But if you ask I'll tell you.
Just like if you ever ask if I was with Tim last summer while we were together, I'll tell you. But since you didn't specify while we were together I thought I was safe.
I just want you to be able to hang out with my friends. But I realize its hard when I've hooked up with most of them.
Fuck me.
It's only been 6 days since I last had sex with you. Four days after we had sex, I kissed Adrian.
And I want more.
And I'm sorry, even though I know that my actual actions aren't whats wrong, its the way and with whom I choose to go about them.