(no subject)
You can spit poetry all night
But it won't change the fact that we're dying while you sit back and watch.
I wish I knew how to fix what was wrong with me, because I know it would help. But even if I did, it wouldn't remedy your issues. And I'm pretty sure yours are whats killing us. Maybe not completely, but mostly.
I can't be in a relationship for three years and not have your trust. I've shared my darkest secret with you... and still, untrustworthy.
I don't know how much longer I can stay.
The five minutes of happiness suddenly don't seem worth the years worth of misery.
But I stay.
And I can't leave.
Because you know.
And because I'm drawn to this relationship.
I want another man that makes me feel good and trusted and safe and then destroys it.
If I continue in this pattern, I'm pretty sure I won't ever know real love. Or at least pure love.
You only like me when I don't like you.
I can only breath when its good.
So you're killing me.
And even though you could prevent it,
You just sit back and watch.
You could spit poetry all night,
But it wouldn't change the fact that I'm dying as you sit back and watch.
And you're the one killing me.
But it won't change the fact that we're dying while you sit back and watch.
I wish I knew how to fix what was wrong with me, because I know it would help. But even if I did, it wouldn't remedy your issues. And I'm pretty sure yours are whats killing us. Maybe not completely, but mostly.
I can't be in a relationship for three years and not have your trust. I've shared my darkest secret with you... and still, untrustworthy.
I don't know how much longer I can stay.
The five minutes of happiness suddenly don't seem worth the years worth of misery.
But I stay.
And I can't leave.
Because you know.
And because I'm drawn to this relationship.
I want another man that makes me feel good and trusted and safe and then destroys it.
If I continue in this pattern, I'm pretty sure I won't ever know real love. Or at least pure love.
You only like me when I don't like you.
I can only breath when its good.
So you're killing me.
And even though you could prevent it,
You just sit back and watch.
You could spit poetry all night,
But it wouldn't change the fact that I'm dying as you sit back and watch.
And you're the one killing me.