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[paradoja89]

I can't wait forever is all that you said
Before you stood up
And you won't disappoint me
I can do that myself
But I'm glad that you've come
Now if you don't mind

Leave, leave,
And free yourself at the same time
Leave, leave,
I don't understand, you've already gone

And I hope you feel better
Now that it's out
What took you so long
And the truth has a habit
Of falling out of your mouth
But now that it's come
If you don't mind

Leave, leave,
And please yourself at the same time
Leave, leave,
Let go of my hand
You said what you have to now
Leave, leave,
Let go of my hand
You said what you came to now
Leave, leave,
Leave, leave,
Let go of my hand
You said what you have to now
Leave, leave...

I'm not mad.
I'm just frustrated you didn't do this until now.
this should have been ended before we left.

i always end up feeling like i was just a joke
if you wanted it to stay meaningless than you should never have changed that.
because i was fine before. because now i feel horribly used.
i'm useful when i'm convenient though.
One last time before i get rid of her
lets visit and literally fuck with her one last time.
because thats fair.
i had already said my goodbyes when i left.
I was doing my own thing. I get that you weren't and thats not fair.
so you fixed that.
but the weekend seems like a joke.
and its always on me.

i'm pretty sure you only like me when i don't like you.
so this makes perfect sense now.

one more reason that i should never get involved.

but maybe its me.