Sep 03, 2004 20:11
Well it has been forever since I last wrote in this dang thing so I figured that I would make an appearance.
All I seem to do now is go to work and try to hit the gym at 4 am...yeah that is a major suck factor. OK play catch up real quick like. Summer was ok until it hit me that I would no longer be a Judson girl and I realized that big-girl time had finally hit the surface. I don't really have anyone here in Mobile so I've been kinda depressed lately. Also a lot of things have come down on me so stress has set in like no other. I just feel like I am all alone here now and that all my friends have gone away. I am also trying to find something to do with my life and it looks like I am going down a dead end path! Yeah I guess maybe I can be considered certifiable right now.
This past weekend was awesome b/c I got to see some of my friends at Judson. I miss the girls o so much! I miss my happiness! I miss my friends! I can't wait until the next time I can go to Judson to just visit everyone. Here is some advise that was always given to me and I never realized how true to really was. "Enjoy the time you have with your friends and your time in college. Make the most of every day and of every situation. Your time here is short and like a second hand on a watch fleeting. " I Love you girls o so much and miss you all.
"When life begins you never think it will end
When the days go by you long for the next
You always push toward the future, gaining from the past
But when the road comes to a fork which way do you go?
Rushing and Running and getting it all done
When can you just stop and look at what you've done?
You hold on to the past and long to bring it along
You search for something that can carry you on
The world keeps spinning and people keep moving
How do you slow it down and make sense of it all?
What has been will always be,
But what is to come will always change..."
Anyway, I guess I will get off this thing and chill out in the room. Nothing much else to do around this dang town. O yeah kids I forgot I get to go to the Auburn LSU game in like 2 weeks...I am so stoked(ok so I have not idea why I used that word!)