Sep 11, 2005 18:35
Well another weekend has come and gone and yet I sit here amazed at how boring my life has become here lately! Its kinda crazy to think that not so long ago I was always on the go and things couldnt have been better and not I sometimes wonder what the crap!?!?!
Thursday: I hung out with Levi and we watched The OC b/c thats our date nite...LOL Anyway we went to Grahams and yeah I got so freakn trashed b/c I was so messed up on medication earlier that day that I so should have known not to drink that nite but I think I really needed it that nite. Anyway Greg ended up coming to the Grahams APT around midnite or so and so we hung out until like 2 and I was like dude Levi I got to go....Well Jay needed a ride so I told him I would take him but then Greg and Kyle needed a ride to so yeah...anyway Greg and Kyle started talking shit and all about me staying out there and I was like o just wait I am so going home tonight! Anyway we dropped Jay off and then to the mansion we went..well I got out to tell them by and Greg took my keys and through them to Kyle who ran to the house b/c Greg was determined that i was staying with him...well neededless to say yeah I stayed out there b/c I just like being with them and all!
Friday: I missed my 8am Biology class again b/c Greg and I didnt get in to bed until like 5 am and his alarm went off at 6:15 for me and yeah I was so tired and just wanted to sleep. Well by the time I got up I had missed class and was late to work AGAIN!!! Friday pretty much sucked...I think everything I did I messed up and o my guard was HORRIBLE...Like I broke down on the field b/c I was so upset...I just really wanted to get it down and for the life of me I couldnt! Friday nite I went to the mansion to see Heath for his b-day and all. It was pretty cool, but I got to meet Gregs ex and yeah that was so kinda weird b/c she stayed around me the whole freakn time I was like oookkk...and yeah Kyle told her something that I about freaked out about when I found out she knew and Greg was like yeah so when she said something to him about it I was like O my this is so WEIRD!!! Well I stayed there till close to 2am then left.
Saturday; Got up at 6:15AM to get ready. I had to be at the field at 8am dressed and ready to go...did that and for the life of me I still couldnt get my stuff together for guard but I was a little uptight! I made a bet with Emily that I could go a week without drinking beginning on Monday but i should have started it on Saturday b/c I could have already been started on the bet! Game was at 10:30 and yeah for some unknown reason MU was playing like shit....I mean good grief guys but I will have to say the fights through out the game was SWEET ACTION! Right before half-time I started feeling really bad and I mean I felt like shit all morning but I mean I was pouring sweat and shaking...well Paul wouldnt let me go get any water so I was like damn I am going to be sick! Well after half-time I about passed out...I couldnt walk I had to just sit outside the games with towels on me and all...Michele and her mom took care of me but Michele said my heart rate went below 60! It was crazy...anyway I felt like shit the rest of the day! That afternoon Levi came over and we chilled and watched the tube all nite. Well Lorin really upset me and hurt my feelings like I just wanted to cry. She said some stuff infront of Levi and to Levi that should have never been brought up...Granted she had brought it up to me earlier that day and thats one thing but come on...it was uncalled for...well around 1 or so I went to Cindy's which is Jays sister (she lives in courtyards to) and yeah I was still feeling sick so I didnt drink. Carissa came over and I talked to her about what Lorin was saying and all and she was like Lewis I so understand and i was like well I am glad someone does...she made me feel better about some of this mess! Anyway come to find out not like an hour after I left Greg went over there and yet even with a flippn cell he couldnt call me thats so flippn jacked up!!!!!
Sunday: Today was picture day with the group. Well Jay was sick and couldnt be there and the Scarberry boys were no where to be found so yeah bump that. O well Levi, Graham, Benji, Nessa and me had a good time and come out with some cute pics ;) That brings me up to where I am now...sitting in the Drinko about to start on some Chemistry and fun homework! I still feel like shit...woke up with a messed up throat and still feeling sick to my stomach...BLAH! Anyway...thats and update on whats been going on this weekend and all...Boring life I know but I cant help it :)