Jun 14, 2006 07:12
6.14.06
Crazy fuckin' day. Scott roars in to save the Cape bacon as DKNY says he'll quit. Fuck you and runs the matter aground with the possible motion to dismiss a distinct posssiblity. I am not supposed to feel manipulated?
I just signed on after an apoplectic session wherein abuse and mean-spirited belittling was heaped upon me. I get so fucking angry carrying the burden and taking this shit for all this for a dozen years. Rage.
It all so unsettling as I feel so manipulated and treated like a stupid person after a tremendous effort to do the right thing. God help me. Turn it over. 20% 0f my life handcuffed to lawyers, DKNY especially in whom I placed so much good faith and confidence. That's why I am so fucking' angry. Trust and feeling betrayed by indifference. Easy for you to say, "it's time to move on".